A/N: I don't own KH, Simple and Clean, Riku, or Sora. This fic is dedicated to Crimson Tears, because she gave me a couple to use.
One sided Riku/Sora.
If you don't like yaoi, go read something else.
Riku's POV as Kingdom Hearts closes.


I don't know what I was thinking.

I knew that the doors had to be shut, but...

Sora.

The way I feel about him,

Is how he feels towards Kairi.

He'll never really understand the way I feel,

Always thinking I, too, liked Kairi.

I've ruined so many chances to tell him the truth.

I don't know why I haven't...

~When you walk away~

I can only vaugely hear the sounds around me,

Lost in my thoughts.

In a few seconds,

All I've ever loved and cherished will be gone.

And it's all my fault.

My selfishness led me to the darkness.

~You don't hear me say~

He'd feel awful if he knew what I'm thinking.

I can't bear to have my last glimpse of him one where he's upset.

Sora, I'll never get to really tell you this,

But...

~Please, oh baby, don't go~

I'm sorry.

If I could, I'd go and make everything better.

I'd go back and stop myself from letting the darkness take my heart.

Maybe we'd be together if all this hadn't happened...

No, you'd be with Kairi.

I want you to be happy, so be with her.

She's like a little sister to me, and Kairi would be perfect for you.

Now, it's almost time.

I have to say something...

"Look after her for me."

~Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight~

Why are you looking like that?

Can you see how I truly feel?

Sora, did I make a mistake?

I want to tell you the truth!

But...

My last chance...

Gone.

The doors close, and I am alone.

~It's hard to let it go~

Mickey may be here,

But I will be alone,

Forever,

Until...

I see Sora again.

My last chance isn't over yet.

Goodbye, for now.