i do not own Black Butler/ Kuroshitsuji

That fear... that fear, when you just suddenly break... and you cant get out of it, you dont know what to do...

Thats what i feel for almost everyday of my life, always on guard and being careful of what i do. my brother Ciel, he really saw our parents die, and yet, i was in my room sleeping.

~FLASH BACK~

i was running down the hall, trying to find and exit. I was scared and confused, and i missed my brother and parents. When i finally found and exit, i ran outside, but what i saw, i saw my brother being takin by these people in black coats.

I ran after them, but when i tried to get him he was already in the back of the carriage, taken away by the mysterious men.

~ END FLASHBACK~

i was sleeping in the forest, since i nowhere else to go, then a woman with light blond hair, and blue eyes, she was a beautiful woman. she took me in, and later found out that she was the lady of the Trancy manor.

She, had a son older than me Alois ,he was 11 and i was 10, we played together, but one night he was stolen, and i never saw him again, the woman who saved me, killed herself because of it. Alois once came back with a butler in black,Claude was his name. Something about that butler gives me the willies. Shortly after, the Head of the Trancy Manor died because of a disese.

The Head, left his Manor, to his 'son' Alois, and he left me as the Mistress of the Manor as well.

Oh! I'm sorry, i never introduced myself, my name is Christana Trancy, real name is Christana Phantomhive.