One shot…I struggled with where I was going to fit this into the story but I think this works. Or at least you can pretend with me for the sake of some D/E action. :P I couldn't take watching last week's episode for the two of them to be SO close to admitting their feelings for each other and the stupid Stefan butted in. So we got rid of him for a while. ;)

Big ole fat Lemon here…rated M for a reason so be aware!

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Kiss me, please kiss me,
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation.
Oh, you know it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye.

Elena and Stefan had arrived back at the boarding house just after sunset. Stefan heard Damon stomping around upstairs, probably pouting and agreed to leave Elena alone just for a short while to hunt.

"You sure you'll be okay?" He asked one more time before walking out the door.

Elena stood in the hallway entrance, arms folded around her waist. She gave him a gentle smile. "I'll be fine Stefan. Damon is here in case something happens and you need to hunt."

"I would just grab a blood bag but I've had two already today." He frowned, remembering the reason behind those blood bags. "I need to keep a balance between animal and human blood so I stay under control." He explained.

Elena took a step toward him. "Its okay. I understand. Go. I'll be here when you get back."

Stefan frowned, hoping she was right. "Okay." He gave her one last look and walked out the front door of the boarding house, disappearing into the woods.

Elena stood for a moment, wondering what to do while she waited. Typically she would sit down with a book or hang out in Stefan's room. Tonight she didn't want to be alone with her thoughts for too long. It was too dangerous.

She decided to go and talk to Damon. He'd already done the worst so what else was there to fear with just talking to him? Elena made her way up the stairs and lingered in Damon's doorway as he stood at his dresser. He was shirtless and rummaging around for a new one. He picked one out, slammed the drawer and spun around.

"What now? Have you come to tell me how I've ruined your life? Well keep it to yourself. I'm not in the mood." He snapped at her and he pulled the shirt over his head.

She was immediately thankful to be talking to a fully clothed Damon. It was much less distracting. "Actually, I came up here to ask for your help."

"Oh now you want my help? What happened to 'It's my life Damon. My choice'?" He threw back at her.

"Well, that was before you took it upon yourself to give me your blood, taking my choice away." She put her hands on her hips. Damon walked over to her, invading her personal space.

"I'm sorry Elena. I really am. I hope you can believe me when I tell you that I wish there was another way but you made it clear there wasn't."

Elena sighed. Damon obviously wasn't good with apologies. "We can't change it. Its done so whatever. I just want you to make sure I don't hurt anyone. Afterwards…"

Damon met her eyes. "Of course. Just don't tell me you want to join Stefan's bunny brigade."

Elena crinkled her nose at the thought of killing an innocent creature. Oh she wasn't going to be good at this vampire thing. "I don't think I could do that." She stood up straighter, accepting this was her fate. "I'll just drink bagged blood like you guys. I just want to know you'll keep me away from my family and friends. I saw how Caroline was and I don't want to go through that."

Damon reached out to Elena's shoulder. "I will do my best. I'm sure Stefan will help and after our little tiff I'd hate to get in his way."

Elena shook her head as tears welled up in her eyes. "Stefan loves me like this. I don't think he'll be okay with me as a vampire. He says he was always wondering if I would turn but I really don't believe him."

Damon scoffed.

"Think about it Damon. He hates Katherine. Katherine is basically me as a vampire. I'll become Katherine when I'm turned. I doubt he'll feel the same." She looked into Damon's penetrating blue eyes. She felt like they gazed into her soul. "But you, you owe me now. No matter how awful I am as a vampire you have to take care of me because you did this."

Damon gave her a grave look and nodded. He knew exactly what he'd done but he also knew the alternative would kill him. He could walk around on this earth without Elena in his life. Alive or undead, he had to keep her around. "You do realize though that you won't become a manipulative bitch like Katherine just because you turn, right? I'm sure she was like that before she became a vampire. The woman is just pure evil."

Elena walked over to Damon's bed and sat down. She was tired from her trek with Stefan. "I'm not so sure about that. I mean I have you two at each other's throats like Katherine does. I care about you both a lot. How am I any better?"

"You're not Katherine." Damon sternly said to Elena. He was sick of this girl comparing herself to that demon woman. "And don't lie, you hate me." He smirked trying to get a smile from the goddess now sitting on his bed.

She frowned. "I do not hate you Damon. You drive me insane. You make me furious about 90% of the time but I don't hate you." She softly added. "I could never hate you." Damon was in front of her before she could process what was happening. He had his hands on her face and was looking at her with those pleading blue eyes. "But then, there are times when you show me your other side…your human side or what's left of it." She smiled slightly. "These are the times I hold onto Damon."

He couldn't help himself. She was admitting her feelings for him. He couldn't pass up the opportunity, especially given the situation that lay in front of them. His lips descended on hers before he could stop himself and before she could say no. She hesitated at first, but didn't pull back. He took that as a sign she cared, more than he realized. Elena was shocked at first by the kiss but then she realized she had asked for it. She had admitted to Damon aloud how she felt about him. She had been in denial for so long but realizing this was her last day as a human, she was awakening to the feelings hidden inside her.

She moaned a bit as Damon pulled away and looked into her eyes. He needed to know she wanted this. The last time he'd started something she pulled away and shot him down. It killed him, so much so that he killed Jeremy. Oops. He had to know she wanted him.

"Elena, I've hurt you enough. I don't want to hurt you any more."

She knew exactly what he meant. "Did I ask you to stop?" She slightly smirked as he remembered exactly who he was dealing with. She wasn't some fragile little girl that Stefan fawned over. She was a feisty woman…stupid at times, but a fireball. Her eyes lingered on his lips as she craved more of him. The soft kiss they'd just shared had not satisfied her in any way. It just left her realizing how much she was missing, how much she wanted Damon. He watched her as she pressed her lips together. He'd seen that look before, just never on Elena's face. He couldn't wait any longer as he pressed his lips to hers once again.

This kiss was much different from the first one. It was desperate and hungry. The two of them had been spending months ignoring the sexual tension between them and suddenly the ticking time bomb they'd been ignoring went off. Damon's hands took a hold of Elena's face once again and then tangled in her hair. Elena slipped her hands under the thin, black t-shirt Damon had just put on as she explored his chest and back with her hands. It felt like there was an electrical current between the two of them as the sexual energy filled the room.

Damon used his vampire speed to pick Elena up from her seated location on his bed and place her in the middle of the giant mattress so she was looking up at him. He moved his body between her thighs, eliciting a groan from her. He smirked as he pulled away from their hungry kisses. Quickly though her breath was taken away as he moved to her neck and began placing soft yet needy kisses along her neck and collarbone. "God Elena. You don't know how long I've dreamed about this; dreamed about you."

Elena instantly felt a pang of guilt as she realized she had fantasized about him as well. "Now I'm really turning into Katherine." She mumbled and huffed as she struggled with her conscious.

"Shh, don't say her name. Its bad enough you look like her." He whispered against her skin as his hands roamed all over her body.

"Damon!" She smacked his shoulder.

Damon laughed and met her eyes again with his classic smirk. "Kidding love. Come here." His eyes were devilish and hungry as he explored her mouth again. Elena couldn't remember the last time a guy had elicited this kind of response from her body. She was aching in places she didn't know existed. She felt lost in his touch as his hands ghosted along her breasts and then down to her waistline. Elena took the opportunity to tangle her fingers in his hair until he pulled away and sat up on his knees. She instantly missed his weight over her body and couldn't believe how she craved his touch.

"Kill the pouty lips, I'm just moving things along." Damon rubbed his thumb across her bottom lip and she laughed softly. She hadn't realized she'd been pouting. He stripped himself of his shirt and she found herself gawking at his washboard abs.

"Like the show?" He smirked again and did that eye thing that drove her nuts. She fought back by sitting up a bit and pulling off her own shirt, revealing a lacy, black bra. Damon let out a low growl as she giggled and he attacked her lips once more. As he moved down to her neck again and sucked on her pulse point she whimpered and felt an ache between her legs. While watching him move to savor her breasts she began unbuckling his belt and she quickly had her hand wrapped around him.

"God Elena." He responded with a groan as she gently stroked him. Her small hands were perfect. "Sorry, I'm just moving things along she joked back at him."

"Don't ever apologize for taking what you want." He whispered onto her soft mounds. Before she knew it, he had removed her bra and taken one of her round nipples in his mouth. She arched her back against him and softly moaned as he did the same with her other breast. His hands moved down to her waist and undid her jeans. She let him out of her grasp as she helped shimmy out of her skinny jeans, removing her shoes at the same time.

Damon rolled them over so he was beneath her, now naked and she was straddling him with nothing but her soaked panties between them. "Wow," she breathed as she looked down at all that was Damon Salvatore.

He grew even more and grinned back at her. "Remember, I'm the bigger brother. I mean older brother."

She playfully slapped his chest and then groaned as his hands gripped her hips, pressing himself against her most sensitive spot. "Damon." She moaned as she rolled her head back. She leaned down and began kissing his chest.

"I need to be inside you." He growled as she nipped at his stomach, her hair tangled in his fingers.

"You're so impatient." She whined as she crawled back up to look him in the eyes. He laughed and ripped her panties off of her, painlessly, in one motion.

"Damon!" She shouted.

"Shh, you'll forget about those in a minute." He grabbed her hips and guided her wet center onto his manhood. She moaned while she adjusted to him and began riding him, slowly, grinding her hips. He rolled his head back in pleasure as he kept a firm grip on her waist. "God Elena. You feel so fucking good." He moaned.

She took a minute to watch him enjoy her as she rode him a tad faster this time. She felt quite good that she could make Damon respond like this, him being a sex god and all. Her smirk was quickly wiped off her face as he flipped them over and began pounding into her. "Damon!" She screamed as she felt so close to that edge. Sex with Stefan had been good but nothing in comparison to this. She wasn't sure what an orgasm was or if she'd ever had one before this moment. Damon smirked as he saw her eyes roll to the back of her head. "Wasn't expecting to come so soon huh?" He guessed. He decided to push the envelope and sat up a bit so he could sneak his hand between them and rub Elena in her most sensitive spot. She immediately responded, gripping her legs tighter around his waist and leaving claw marks on his shoulders. "Oh God!" She shouted as he pounded her into her first orgasm of the night.

The two of them continued like this, changing positions every few moments until Damon felt he couldn't take much more. Elena was lying underneath him when he held himself over her, slowing down for a moment. "Don't stop." She begged.

"Open your eyes." He softly asked. She did as he said although she was so close to blacking out from the intense pleasure. He watched her as he increased his speed and she came for one last time. He came along with her, his blue eyes on her the entire time. He kissed her once more before she said, "You didn't bite me."

"Did you want me to?"

She shrugged, unsure of her answer. "I just figured."

"Maybe next time," he smiled, bringing his lips to hers again. He had finally won what he believed to be his. There was no way he was going to let her go now.

Song lyrics are from Jeff Buckley's The Last Goodbye.

So, what did you think? This was my first time writing a lemon and sharing it with anyone. I've done this for fun in my original stories before but never for an audience. Hehe.

I honestly didn't plan to start two stories this weekend, let alone one so I'm shocked at the creative juices that are flowing right now. Crazy! I was going to make this a one shot but I have ideas to continue it if you're interested. Let me know, oh and reviews make me write more! :D