Summary: Everyone has needs. Emotional needs, physical needs, and of course, sexual needs. Sometimes you just gotta have that certain thing, or should I say, that certain someone, to satisfy those needs...even if they are your cheating ex-boyfriend.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, same old deal as every disclaimer blah blah blah.
WARNING: Rated M for a reason. SEX and INAPPROPRIATE LANGUAGE are used in this fic. IF you find that to be a problem then by all means please press that little back button that is most likely somewhere along the top of your screen.
Also, this is set in its own little world kinda. Like it doesn't use the plot of the show or the personalities of the characters exactly, so dont be surprised when they don't act like their normal selves.
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Have you ever had one of those days where you just know deep down you need something but know you cant have it? Well that's how I feel right now, and have been feeling for the past 3 months as well for that matter. OH and just in case you were wondering, it completely FUCKING SUCKS.
Long story short I am a 17 year old girl going though high school. The usual. As always there is that one perfect guy. You know, that one drop dead gorgeous absolutely fucking flawless guy that you cant have? Yeah him. Whats worse is that in this particular case, that guy, happens to be my EX-boyfriend.
Ugh... I guess I should explain. So here's what happened.
Ten months ago I was dating Eli Goldsworthy. He was perfect and we were so happy, or so I thought. I was getting busy with my volunteering for honors society on the weekends that we didn't really hang out much outside of school. I later learned this was a problem when I figured out he had been hanging out with a freshman girl in my absents.
When I found out about her from a friend I became suspicious. I asked him about her and he told me I was crazy and she was just a friend nothing more. Not wanting to be the controlling girlfriend, I believed him and let it be. Of course I wasn't stupid either though. I had a friend be my "spy" so to speak. Yeah yeah yeah I know it was manipulative and wrong of me to do, but hey, what can i say? I am a girl after all. It is kind of in our genetic code to be this way.
Anyway as I was saying. I had a friend who this freshman trusted and reported everything about her and Eli to. What the freshman didn't know was that my friend then reported what she heard to me. Actually, I don't even know if she knew my friend was my friend to begin with, but who really cares.
As I was saying. One day my friend came up to me and said that the freshman told her something big had happened. The freshman wouldn't say what it was, but she had supposedly had a huge smile on her face the whole time while talking about it. Naturally I heard the news and was curious. The freshman wouldn't spill the beans however so I went to the next best source.
Eli, under my interrogation, later confessed to making out with the girl and having some sort of feelings for her. Completely outraged at him lieing about their relationship status and then cheating on me behind my back, I broke up with him. Quite harshly might I add, but frankly, the fucker dissevered it.
I gathered up everything he had ever given me, drove to his house, dumped it on the doorstep and when he answered the door I said "There's your shit, we are through, and have a fucking fantastic life." with a smile on my face no less.
Needless to say I was hurt, a couple pointless months later he was crawling back. We had talked it through and he truly felt bad for the freshman thing. We had become friends again and all was great. I actually was planning on taking him back. Until I saw him with Mary. That little skank. I am mean excuse my language and all but seriously. She wears freaking lingerie to school for Christs sake! Like no joke, it has basically lace and ribbon holding up her itty bitty titties and that's it.
Anyway when I saw them hanging out I got scared. I never technically rejected him but he caught on and left me alone. Now he has been dating her for six months and about three months ago, when summer vacation started, I realized I have a MAJOR problem with it.
Now I am in this kind of situation: I recently moved and now I live approximately two blocks from Eli. Since the move we have also become much closer. In a way I guess you could say we act as best friends.
I work for 9:30 - 11am so after about noon we hang out all day together, and that's nearly everyday too. Sometimes we go to the park, other times we just go for a walk, and on days when it is particularly hot we will go for a swim in my back yard pool. A couple of times we have even gone to the downtown pool too, just because its more fun with all the water slides and such.
I have began to notice that he is getting really touchy lately too. Dont get me wrong, I love it, but if I was Mary, I would be PISSED! My best friend Ali, who also lives close to us and hangs with us on a regular basis has even pointed out to me that 'its as if we are dating just with out the sexual stuff, which is what he uses Mary for'. I have ultimately decided that she has a very valid point.
I have also decided that even though he was stupid last year I forgive. And I want him back. And what I want, I get. Yeah its kind of shitty of me but who gives a flying fuck?
It also doesn't help that I decided this while being your average horny teenager. I may be a girl but I still have needs.
And right now, all I need is Eli Fucking Goldsworthy.
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Gaawwwwwwwwww I am to tired to write the sex scene right now _._
plus its late and I have work 2moro. Sooooo thats it for this. There will be one more chapter and it will be the sex scene. I will most likely get it done in the next day or too so look forward to it! Its gonna be HOT and STEAMY. ;d
see yall later! ta ta for now!