Giving Up, Letting Go

I stared at the street that was several stories below me. It was late at night, or rather, very early morning. Shakily, I went over to the edge of the building, my recording studio. If I wasn't going to be already, Hollywood Records would kill me for doing this here… but, where else was there a sweet old janitor who could let me up to the roof, and unknowingly help me end my life?

I gulped.

It was now or never.

I tried to jump, but I couldn't; I tried to walk off the building, but, I couldn't.

I sighed, got a way from the edge, sat down and started crying, sobbing, actually.

I was that gutless, that spineless, that I couldn't take my own life? I couldn't end my own misery?

I ripped the blonde wig off of my head. I had been wearing it because I wanted the whole world to see just how much Hannah Montana hated her life…

…How much she hated herself.

I looked at the synthetic yellow hair and realized that if I'd jumped wearing it, they would've probably buried me as Hannah Montana, and there would be an empty coffin in Miley Stewart's grave.

I sighed, if I was going to try this again, I would have to take Hannah Montana down with me.

I reaching in my pocket for the pen the janitor had given me; he had said 'You never know when you'll need a pen, dear'

I smiled slightly as I remembered that there were some good people left in this world.

As I scribbled 'I am Hannah Montana' on the palm of my hand, something that the coroner would probably catch, picked up my wig and walked back over to the edge, I remembered that I wasn't one of them.

Clutching the wig, I closed my eyes and jumped without hesitation.

And then it was over.

Finally over.

A/N: I know I said that I was on hiatus, and I wouldn't write, but this depressing, little one-shot kinda captures the depressed mood I'm in. (Not the whole killing-myself thing or the hating-Hannah-Montana thing, but, I don't know, I just feel so out of it sometimes. it's been better lately because of Spring-Break, but as soon as I go back to school… Well, let's just say that I tend to disappoint myself when it comes to school.) I still am on hiatus, at least my long-term fics are, just let me work my way up with the occasional one-shot first, okay?