Moments' Worth

by:JandTheresUs

a/n: Okay, so yeah...

Jude...That names screams in my head atleast 5 million times a day. I feel the need to get out of this building, but at the same time, if I leave, I'm leaving the place where I last saw her...

"Baby, I'm sorry!"

"Really Tom!? REALLY!? So why was she in our bed!?"

"I...I don't remember!" Tears filled Jude's eyes.

"You cheated on me and you can't even remember how she got there?!"

"I swear! I didn't mean to!!!"

"Baby..." Tommy grabbed her hand. She pulled it back as if he'd burned her.

"DON'T YOU TOUCH ME!!!!EVER!!!"

"Jude, please-"

"Tommy!? Don't you see how bad this is!!!We're broken!!! And there's too many pieces to pick it up!!!!"

"Jude..." He sighed, looking down at his feet.

"Don't you DARE try and throw that in my face! That was a stupid mistake, and you know it!!!"

"The night before our wedding!? Really, Jude? Was it?"

"I can't believe you!!!" She looked down at her glass of water and then back at him. Without a second thought, she threw the water on him.

He jumped back slightly, suprised at the rush of cold water.

"I still love you! Don't you see that?"

"But?"

"But, I can't...Not again..."

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That name screams in my head atleast 10 million times a day...I feel the need to get out of this building, but at the same time, if I leave, I'm leaving the place where I last saw him...

It's dark. I'm all alone tonight. It's empty in here. We haven't talked in months...I don't know how to try and fix it...It's been almost 2 years since we've actually said anything to eachother...Sometimes I'm afraid to try and talk to him...

What if he thinks it means I want it to start again? What if he thinks I want him again? What if he thinks that I still love him?

Not that I would hate him for thinking that...But if he believes that, he'd probably try and act on it until I said something about it...God, Jude, open your damn mouth!!!

I walk into Studio A, which is dark, and flipped on one of the lights.

"Whoa-..." His eyes averted, and she walked over the chair across from his. Without saying a word, she grabbed her bag, and began to rifle through it. Damn it, where was her journal. Tears filled her eyes. It was official She needed to get away from him quick. She picked up her bag, but the bottom gave out, and spilled all over the floor.

"DAMN IT!!!" She threw her bag to the ground, letting angry tears stream down her face.

"I'm sorry, Jude..."

"I HATE YOU!!!" She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. Her face was flushed bright red. He stood and walked towards her. "Don't come near me!" She clawwed her hands into his shirt, shoving him back, and then pulling him to her. "WHY! WHY!? WHY!!!!????"

He grabbed her arms and pulled her to his chest, rocking softly back and forth as she sobbed into his chest.


"WHY!?"

"I don't know, baby...I don't know..." He held her for a while, rocking slightly while she cried. When she calmed, he lifted her bridal style and carried her to the couch. He laid her down and sat down on the floor, staring at her. She stared back at him. He moved his right hand from his knee to her stomach. She shuddered under the warmth of his touch. He looked down at his jeans for a moment before looking up at her. His eyes were filled with bucket-sized tears. "I love you...and I'm so far beyond sorry, that I don't even know what to do anymore...I'm IN love with you..."

She clasped her hands and laid them over his, smiling.

"I forgive you..."

"After 2 years?"

"Yes...After 2 years, I forgive you..." She reached her right hand over, caressing his left cheek. He turned his head into it, sighing.

"Please don't say what happened 4 months ago was a mistake...Just please stop saying it...I can't handle it anymore..." He looked up at her.

"It never was...But I couldn't let you back in...I didn't trust you...I needed you to prove that I could trust you..." He nodded, looking down at his jeans again. She turned his head to face her. "I love you, okay?"

He nodded, moving closer to her face. She leaned up a little, and he moved closer to her. When she didn't stop him, he kissed her softly. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him for a good five minutes. When she pulled away, she patted the spot next to her. He raised his eyebrows.

"Well we're stuck here, aren't we?" He thought for a second and nodded before she got up and he laid down. She laid back down on top of him, and laid her head on his chest, staring up at him. For a while, they stared into eachothers' eyes and he played with her hair. Her eyes began to droop. He kissed her head softly, and then felt a soft push against his hip. He smiled.

"My two girls..."

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a/n: So did you love it or hate it? tell me if I should continue: )