This is my very first fanfic in english, hope you like it.
Disclaimer: All the Characters from Hetalia, Nyotalia, Nekotalia and among others Belongs to Himaruya Hidekaz
Behind blue eyes belongs to Pete Townshend and The Who
Maria Inés, her brothers and sibblings belongs to the (improvized) imagination of Wind und Serebro.
Nobody knows what is like
When a country loses the war, it has to work at the service of the winner: for Germany, he had to work as a servant of America, France and England since working as a handyman repairing their homes to cooking for them. He wondered if his brother Prussia was safe working with Russia and the USSR.
Now things have changed an despite that curtain, Europeans were more United.
It was 1971 and he was working that day at England's house repairing the kitchen's plumbing when he heard that song on the radio. The first arpeggio in Em of the acoustic guitar made him forget his punishment:
"Turn up the volume, bitte"
" ...Why not" said the British man hiding his emotion of hearing his four friends from London and soon he did it.
Certainly for the German that song described him very well, in front of the world he was the villain... the worst villain ever from the twentieth century, but deeply he suffered a lot for his people in despite he tried to seem strong.
He didn't lose his faith to mend the things and being forbidden, specially by himself but from the other hand he wanted to be a Potency like he was decades ago and he is making effors to become a strong nation.
His friends still supporting him, Italy become his friend again and Japan is now like a Phoenix...
And about crushes? he still remembering her. That cheeeful Latin girl who admired him. She and her siblings including her cousins appreciated him. In 1938 he was so happy when she considered him as her first costumer in oil, but if he didn't verbally tried to force her for joining him and if he didn't blamed himself about sinking her oil ships... maybe that stupid friendzone would be occupied by... well actually USA and Russia are on the friendzone too... "a funny irony isn't it?" , he though.
He blamed his crazy boss, by his fault Germany can't say "I'm proud of myself" so loud and his brother i homeless technically. He blamed Austria for rejecting him at the academy of arts, Maybe Adolf would became a good painter or a teacher of the Academy like Klimt. He blame himself for being so blind... but he didn't say any word right now about his thoughts and feelings.
His blue eyes can say how much he cried in silence, how much he smiled when he saw her again...
But he was not the only one who has got blue eyes...
Just when the electric guitar solo sounded in a frenetic drumming, the British man spoke:
"That stupid emancipated" he say with anger "I told him that never mess with Vietnam..."
The American kid has blue eyes too, he is in war with that Vietnamese, everybody says that he is a real villain in disguise, is this an irony? the "hero" turned into a villain?
Many things should be silenced... Germany is not able to judge, all in all, who is who to judge? .So he decided to enjoy the last seconds of the song.
This is only a reflection based on a comment that Pete Townshend said about that song during the show "Vh1-Storytellers" who explains that an Austrian man feel identified with "Behind blue eyes" and WW2 but actually that song refers to Europe and Germany is the only Axis Character who has blue eyes so... in 1971 there was Vietnam's war and USA has got blue eyes too... Don't judge if you don't want to be judged and war is a bitch.
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