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What was I thinking? Was I really stupid enough to wander into the forest alone because I was looking for him? I couldn't even think his name without feeling like I was being ripped slowly apart from the inside starting at my heart, yet here I was in the forest lost. Suddenly from behind me I heard a slight rustling of the leaves and a bright flash of red. I looked around and there was nothing. Maybe I really am crazy? No I thought your just paranoid, that's ALL. Then I heard it again. Ok? So maybe I'm not crazy? Well then what was it? My unspoken question was answered when suddenly in front of me was Victoria. Victoria. Why wasn't I running, I couldn't move, nothing. I wanted scream, oh how I wished Edward was here to save me, no Bella don't think like that he left you, he wants nothing of you, he could care less if you died. But for some unknown reason I kept feeling another emotion whenever I thought of him, spite, hate, bitterness? Yes that was it I was bitter, wouldn't you be too? Too caught up with my inner thoughts I forgot about Victoria standing right in front of me. But she easily caught my attention when she spoke "Where is your precious Edward?" "He left" I spoke in a monotone; I was surprised myself how calm it sounded. "Wait; gone as in he left you? Ha your little vampire didn't want you." "Can you be surprised, look at me I'm nothing important." I spoke again this time with definite bitterness in my words. "Well little Bella I came here to kill you but I have better plans for you, I'm going to show you what it's like to live forever without the one you love." She advanced toward me and I made no effort to run, even if it could have helped somewhere deep inside of me, I thought maybe if I'm a vampire he'll want me. She lunged and sunk her razor teeth into my neck, then each wrist. I felt pain, but nothing I couldn't handle, nothing was worse than the hole Edward created inside me, and then she was gone, and I was alone to go through the fire. My last coherent thought before I slipped in the fire completely was "I will get you back Edward, I will make you feel the pain I feel", and then the fire took over.