I stared at my beloved mate, Feathertail as she died. She died slowly. But it went by so quick. She deeply purred, though in pain how much she loved me and how she cared about me, she will always be with me.. I loved her too. I glanced at her brother, Stormfur who looked so, so, odd in the face. It was that of anger and sadness. He stared at the cave entrance his ears perked up as if he heard something. I heard nothing. Just, maybe, just maybe a faint whisper of " Oh Feathertail" but that was it.. My heart was broken in half from that day to the end of my days. Nothing no other cat can fix. Feathertail understood me. Everything about me. I understood her too She could call me a fur ball, I didn't care... It was if StarClan wanted us to be together, but in the end, I guess they didn't…..
As I saw Leafpool almost fall of the edge of a cliff, I just don't know why but I actually ran over to her and saved her! But as my body was directly in front of hers I saw someone who I truly missed, My Feathertail. It was more of a shadow and a ghost. She mumbled something. I don't know what it was. So I grabbed Leafpool up. Leafpool had a look in her eyes that could make the sun melt. It was that of love. I told her that I can't love her, as Feathertail had died. In fact. I didn't love Leafpool then.. I only loved her a tiny bit when we ran away together. I just said those things out of my grief of Feathertail. I only loved her as a friend. She loved me. She was crazy about me.. My mind was a blur when we ran away from the Clans. I think I was trying to run away from myself and not the Clans. She went back to ThunderClan and my mind went back to un-blur as a badger scratched me.. When I saw her I broke up our fling. I mean I broke her heart, but mine was already broken. . But -boom- Me and Leaf pool supposedly have kittens. I don't even remember mating with her!
A few weeks after me and Leafpool's fling I just pretty much flung myself at Nightcloud, as I wanted to prove my loyalty to WindClan, she accepted it. We had one kit Breezepelt, he is alright, I guess. Nightcloud is pretty silent most of the time, I don't really love her I think she is in shock I don't know why. I guess I have to love Breezepelt, even though I really dislike him deep down... I strongly dislike my ThunderClan kits. I don't know why, I just do.
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Sorry if its all stinky. I made it at 3 in the moring...
Dear Starwish11, I know he loves Leafpool.(supposedly) I know he loves his ThunderClan kits.(supposedly)...lol