Broken Hearts and Fairytales…
"I didn't noticed, that you loved me.
I never, really never noticed, that you looked like [b]that[/b] into my Eyes.
I couldn't noticed.. the whole time… I never… could… notice…
That I had the same Feelings for you.
My beloved, how could I?
Do you hate me now?
I am… so damn sorry.
What… If you hate me now?
I can't live with the feeling, that you don't love me anymore.
Isn't love…
That one..
Beautiful feeling?
That makes you..
Unbelievable..
Happy?
I am so sorry…
I am crying. You noticed? Why the Hell..
Do I write this letter to you?
I do…
Even.. I know, that you never would read this little letter ..
For the one..
And only one…
I love.
My feelings for you,
Almost broke my Chest.
My heart, beats so loudly …
When you speak to me.
I never noticed.
I am so sorry.
Really…
So sorry.
In my dreams, you're at my side.
In my heart.
My beloved one.
My life.
My soul.
My… everything.
But, after all..
It is almost nothing. It is everything…
But nothing.
It sounds crazy, I know.
But…
I love you. I …
Just feel it.
My feelings for you..
Your beautiful eyes.
Your hair.
Your body.
Your…
Smiling.
Your…
Voice.
Your…
Your…
Beautiful…
Love..
That you gave my heart.
The thing…
That let me Smile…
Every day.
How could you ?
Why did you…
Let me alone?
I ask myself..
If you love me..
Why were you going to.. her?
Isn't she..
The one who just
Played games with you?
The beautiful…
And one..
Stanley Marsh?"
I sighed. Stan..
Against, I sighed. why…? Did you leave me alone? I am all.. by myself now..
I let the little knife strike my wrist.
Not sideways.
In a straight line.
From above…
To my arm.
Stan.. I love you..
My name is Kyle Broflofski.
And my life..
Would end in just a second.
I pushed the Knife a little more into my wrist. And screamed.
A tear ran over my cheek. "grah…"
But I couldn't stop it now. I must end it.
Bye bye… Stan.." the blood .. my whole arm was full of blood. Slowly.. I closed my eyes.
Felled down on the knife. And I could feel it. How the knife pushed hard into my arm. Sayo…nara…