(A.N.) Gods soooooo busy I don't even know how the hell I even got this out! This more or less got inspired by VenusEvilOverlord's Fancy A Snack? Hope ya'll enjoy!
Legal Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter. :(
Warnings: Highly AU Some major changes to the plot the largest is that Severus is actually a woman named Serephina. Mostly canon except Serephina and Harry don't have a hateful relationship. They're not close, but Harry highly respects Serephina and hates it when her and Sirius fight. Very OOC (Well I think so)
Summary: Serephina Snape and Sirius Black are constantly at each others throats. Everyone, even Dumbledore thought he knew their story of past hatred, but what happens when they all find out that nothing's as it seems? What's the real reason behind Mrs. Black's animosity for Sirius. And when did Professor Snape turn hot? Fem!Severus Severely AU 5th year
*Apologies for any spelling & grammatical errors (I'm doing this on my Ipad)*
"dialogue"
'thoughts'
Unconventional
Chapter 1-The True Depth of A Relationship
Third Person POV
Serephina sighed. She absolutely hated Order meetings. A bunch of moronic imbeciles sprouting off useless observations and already known information. It was bloody annoying. Why did Albus want to have the damned meeting on a Friday? Couldn't the old man have waited until the weekend was over and not when it had just begun? Honestly.
And to top it all off, the majority of the meetings were held in Number 12 Grimmauld Place, just as tonight. Serephina hated this particular estate, or well more like the mutt that resided here.
Exhaling sharply through her nose, Serephina crossed her arms as Hestia Jones started giving her report. As more minutes ticked by, the more impatient Serephina got.
'For Merlin's sake woman, how long does it take to give a bloody report?' thought Serephina snarkily.
Five minutes after the clock striked seven, Serephina changed her impassive mask to a fierce glare directly pointed at Jones herself.
Catching site of the glare quickly, (because really, when Snape glares at you, you feel it) the blonde haired woman(A.N. Not sure if that's true, but just go with it.) hastily ended her tirade, as she deeply valued her life.
As most of the Order had left, Serephina stood up and grabbed her cloak that she had deposited on the chair she was sitting on for the duration of the meeting.
Before she could leave, however, she was overwhelmed by the force that was Mrs. Weasley.
"Serephina, won't you please stay with us for dinner? I made roast!," loudly procliamed Mrs. Weasley with a hopeful smile.
Serephina bit the inside of her cheek. Molly had always been respectful and she had Serephina's respect in return, as anyone who could put the fear of God in the Weasley twins deserved.
Serephina nodded once and was met with the beaming smile of one Molly Weasley.
"Wonderful! Go on and sit anywhere you want dear, it's about time I get some meat on those bones. Really, Serephina it's almost as if you forget to eat sometimes."
Serephina smiled a half-smile in her direction; she never starved herself on purpose, but she'd forget a meal here or there as she was balancing the grading work of a Professor, the making of Potions as a Master, and the tasks and meetings of a "loyal" Death Eater.
As she moved to take the closest seat, Serephina was roughly plowed into.
Serephina immediately glowered at the culprit.
"As you are not that old, one wouldn't expect your eyesight to be failing yet. Watch where you're going Black," Serephina said in her usual drawl, never missing a beat.
Before any response could be made, Serephina turned and sat herself down.
Everyone ignored Serephina as usual, with the exception of Mr. Potter, who greeted her before he went to sit down with the rest of the brats. She inclined her head in response.
Black ignored her, which was surprising as he was usual regarding her with disdain or rewarding her with a glare.
Dinner was a quiet affair for the adults, almost no conversation was made except between the Wolf and pink-haired metamorphagus.
The dining room was actually calm for once, with an almost tranquil atmosphere, which didn't match Serephina's racing heart as she clutched at the piece of parchment that was discreetly slipped into her hand.
When dinner was over, Serephina quickly excused herself and stepped into the corridor and walked to the sitting room, seating herself in one of the loveseats.
Taking a deep breath, she opened the folded parchment and was met with the elegant calligraphy that she hadn't seen in years.
Seph
Please meet me in the library ten minutes after eveyone has finished with dinner. We need to talk.
~Siri
Closing her eyes, Serephina tried to figure out what to do. Should she go? Why wasn't she crumpling the note and leaving? Why was she still here?
She sighed. She hadn't been called Seph in ages. Leaning back into the loveseat, she stared at the innocent looking note.
Casting a tempus and seeing it was half past seven, Serephina got up and crept stealthily into main corridor, watching for any other signs of life.
When she entered the library, Serephina went straight to a secluded corner that held a small chair side table and a comfortable leather loveseat. Picking out an interesting text, she climbed onto it and got comfortable.
So lost in the text, Serephina never noticed someone watching her with stormy grey eyes, until his presence was pronounced.
"You've always loved that chair."
Serephina looked up sharply. Opaque obsidian met smoky slate, before obsidian looked away and said," It's the most comfortable in the house."
Silence.
"What is it that you want to talk about Black," said Serephina suddenly.
A glint came into Srirus' eyes. "You know what."
Still glancing away, Serephina whispered "There's nothing to talk about."
Walking closer, Sirius replied "Then you wouldn't have come here."
Bringing her legs up, Serephina put her head down on her knees. She knew that was true. She really should have just gone back to her quarters, not home. She really didn't have a home anymore. Home was where everyone could relax and take off any masks. She hadn't had a home in over fifteen years.
Serephina stiffened as she felt an arm go around her sholders. Turning her head, she glared at Sir-Black. He looked back with soft eyes. Serephina felt herself being lifted and settled into a warm lap.
"What do I have to do so you can actually believe I am sorry Seph." Sirius gently whispered, laying his head over hers, taking in the sweet smell of Belladonna that always followed Seph.
Defenses up, Serephina striked. "How about actually apologized," she said, trying to keep the bitterness out of her voice.
"Well, maybe if you gave me a little insight I could apologize properly," said Sirius exasperated and trying to stay calm. He kept taking deep breaths.
Serephina felt the sleeves of her cloak, they were wet as were her eyes. She was crying she noted.
Slowing sitting and looking up, she gazed right up at Sirius, who flinched slightly at seeing her tear-shined eyes. "Why didn't you tell me?" she whispered. Sirirus didn't get a chance to reply as Serephina stood up and continued on.
"Why didn't you tell me you weren't the Potters' Secret Keeper! Gods, Siri I practically thought you were until you broke out!"
By the end, Serephina was all but shouting at the end of it, even as she sank to the floor crossing her legs again.
"But that's just it Seph, you practically thought! You and I both know that I never betrayed James and Lily, if you 'practically thought' you would have tried to get me out and prove my innocence!" said Sirius, whose voice was also rising.
Serephina snorted.
"What was I supposed to do? Technically I was and still am a marked Death Eater, who would have believed me? If it wasn't for Albus I would have been chucked into the cell right next to you and you know it!" She drawled almost sarcastically, glaring.
Sirius glared right back. "You shouldn't have been a Death Eater in the first place. I asked and pleaded with you not to, but you still disregarded me and went along and became a spy anyway! Do you think I like that you have to bow and grovel at his feet, that you're around creeps like Avery, Mulciber, and Sewlyn basically every other week, that you have to torture or kill just to stay in his good graces? Do you know how useless and disgusted with myself whenever you report to an Order meeting trembling so noticeably that the only thing in question is how long you were under? Gods, Seph!"
When his tirade was over, Sirius sank in front of Serephina, tilting her head up to meet his pleading gaze.
"Please don't go back Seph."
Sighing, Serephina replied softly, "You know I can't do that Siri, the Order needs a spy, and I'm the only strong enough Occlumens to block him out. Besides, even if Albus got another spy, he or she would have to start in the outer circles, it would take years to get into the Inner Circle, and it would never work if the spy wasn't 'Dark' enough. No, it's just better this way Siri, just leave it alone."
Sirius closed his eyes tightly. "Well, it shouldn't have to be this way."
Feeling small, soft hands caress his face, he opened his eyes to look directly into Seph's. "Well, unforetunately it is that way Siri, you can't change it." She offered a small, sad smile.
Sirius sighed. "Still wish I could."
Still gazing into Seph's eyes, he leaned forward until they were entangled together and their foreheads touhching.
"For the record, I am sorry, for everything." Serephina's eyes widened marginally. She cleared her throat. "For the record, I'm sorry, too."
Sirius grinned, feeling giddy as he felt Seph relax into his arms after they both apologized, they were far from healed, but they had finally began to heal.
He was even ecstatic enough to lean forward and kiss her.
Serephina Snape froze in place as she felt Sirius' lips on hers. She had expected him to embrace her or something, anything but that.
She also never expected to feel the butterflies in her stomach again either. As much as she tried, as much fight as she gave, Serephina was losing her control and they both knew it.
Sirius knew Serephina was stubborn, but hell he was, too.
Standing up, he lifted her up with him, and promptly shoved her petite, but lithe body into the nearest bookcase. Serephina gasped as she collided into th case and Sirius took this oppurtunity to slip his tongue into her mouth.
For the life of her, Serephina lost her control and brought her hands up to tangle in Sirius' hair, pulling trying to deepen the passionate kiss even more.
They pulled away several moments later, panting harshly with eyes shining.
The two couldn't go far, however, as the chains around each's neck were connected. (A.N. Think Mulan 2)
What they each saw made each lose their breath and made each chuckle.
Connected between them was each's hidden chain which held their wedding rings, which were entangled together just as the pair was a moment ago. Smiling brightly, Serephina unknotted the two rings.
Sirius couldn't muster anything else but a gentle voice.
"You kept it?"
Serephina met her husband's gaze. "It never left my person," she said cheeks slightly tinged pink.
Sirius grinned brightly.
Leaning back down, Sirius trailed down until both their lips were touching.
"I believe we were in the middle of something Mistress Black."
WARNING! SMUT!
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"Hmmmm...didn't feel like we were Master Black, maybe you'll have to convince me," purred Serephina.
Sirius growled and captured Serephina's lips with his own. Wanting more leverage, he lifted her up, until she was flat against the side of the bookcase, with her legs wrapped around his waist.
When Sirius lifted her up, Serephina immediately wrapped her legs around his waist, softly moaning when he pressed up against her. Needing some sort of friction, Serephina arched into Sirius, instantly bucking right into his arousal.
Groaning, Sirius pushed himself away from his wife, who was looking at him in confusion. It wasn't helping the way she looked disheveled with her full lips that were red and swollen from the prior kisses.
Slightly panting, he managed to get out, "The library isn't the place for such activities."
At Seph's arched eyebrow he continued, carrying her out of the library and hurrying up the stairs, "No, bedroom activities belong in the bedroom."
At the end of the sentence they were at the entrance to the master bedroom, their bedroom.
There was no hesitation as Sirius all but tore the door from its hinges in his haste to get inside. Once they were, he carried Seph to the bed and gently layed her down as he put up privacy wards on the room and a strong silencing charm. Serephina sat up on her knees to pull Sirius back over to her, when Sirius flicked his wand at her.
At once her vision turned dark. "What the hell, Sirius?" she began, as she tried to pry the blindfold from her head. When she realised she couldn't, her hands sought out her husband as he was the one who put her in this position.
Strong hands grabbed her wrists. "Calm down Seph, we haven't been together in years, I don't wnat this to be quick, I want this to be about you."
Serephina stopped struggling. She had forgotten how Sirius could be when he was determined, warily she relaxed.
She felt Sirius undressing her the muggle way. Serephina reached up and unbuttoned his sirt, just because she couldn't see didn't mean she was an invalid.
When they were both naked, Sirius took his sweet time trying to rememorize Seph's body. By the time he worked back up to her neck, Seph was filled with frustration.
"Will you bloody get to it already," Serephina whined impatintly.
"Tut tut Seph, why do you insist on ruining that beautiful mouth of yours with such vulgar words," remarked Sirius as he was mouthing the line of her jaw, "When I could think of so many better things to do with it."
Serephina let out a moan when he took one of her breasts into his mouth. It had been a long while since they had done this obviously, but she had forgotten just how Slytherin Sirius could be in the bedroom. She hated and loved the way he gave up on his own pleasure just to torture her.
Tangling her hands into his hair, Seph arched up into Sirius moaning.
Releasing the soft mound, Sirius licked up to Serephina's ear. "Moan for me Seph, only for me."
By the end of the sentence, Sirius was pressing his hips forward to up into Serephina's center.
Serephina clutched at Sirius, her temporary blindness increasing her other senses. By the time Sirius fully sunk into her, Serephina was already absolutely completely wrecked. She didn't even try to muffle her moans, and she couldn't help it the way she lifted her hips higher, impatient and needy.
The first penetration was, in her mind, the best. No matter if she memorized every plane or dip on Sirius' body, it didn't take away those first initial feelings that could never be relived.
Sirius was hot and throbbing and Serephina felt stretched and stretched to the point of pain, amd utterly complete.
They both were quivering, both of them staving of the need to come. They hadn't had each other in so long and they were trying to make this moment last.
"Sirius, y-you're-," Serephina gasped, trying to keep her voice from wavering, but she was interuppted.
"-absolutley perfect, ambrosial, addicting, and stunningly beautiful and you feel bloody amazing."
Seph felt herself heat up, as she heard the unmistakeable awe in Sirius' voice.
After another still movement, Serephina couldn't control the urge, bucked her hips and demanded, "Move!"
Sirius nodded almost frantically as he dragged his hands down to grip Seph's hips just as she sunk her fingers into his hair.
He pulled out completely, which she couldn't help but whine at, before roughly shoving back in.
Seph's toes curled as he set up a steady pace," Si-siri."
The dog animagus growled as he heard Seph's drawn out moan. His thrusted harder and deeper, forcing Serephina's body into the pliant bed.
The blindfold made Serephina hyper aware of everything. Every thrust, every touch, every kiss...
Their lips connected and Serephina felt lightheaded.
"You should see yourself right now," Sirius breathed just before he attacked Serephina's neck. And Serephina moaned, absolutely not minding that there would more than likely be a purplish mark there tomorrow.
Sirius' desperation was evidient in his every move. With the blindfold on, all Serephina could focus on was the pleasure that was filling her up from her to toe. They were both panting and Seph could hear the crude sounds of their sex- of Sirius' balls slapping against her arse with every hard thrust.
Serephina wrapped her arms and legs even more tightly around him. She felt sweat dripping down her brow and her stomach was tight with tension.
"A-are you c-close?" Sirius managed to get out.
Seph nodded to far gone to be able to voice anything anymore. She wanted this to last forever, to be locked in this embrace for eternity, wanted to live in the moment until she got sick of it. She didnt think she ever would.
The moment Sirius lifted her hips higher, she was gone. Her orgasm tore through her with an intensity like no other.
She vaguely heard Sirius cursing as he released inside of her, still throbbing.
As Sirius came, he harshly closed his mouth over Serephina's, his essence scorching hot filling her up completely.
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Serephina's heart was still racing, even as Sirius turned them over and she laid her head on his chest, gulping in as much air as she could.
Serephina vaguely felt Sirius remove the blindfold, but she didn't open her eyes yet.
Her entire body was lax and it was undeniably perfect.
She opened her eyes, only to find Sirius staring right at her with his intense gaze. It traveled down, stopping when caught sight of the ring around her neck. Unclasping the chain, he took the ring off, took Serephina's left hand and kissed all the fingers, before slipping it on her ring finger. It fit perfectly.
"I love you."
He whispered.
She smiled softly. "I love you, too." Serephina said hoarsely, her throat raw.
Sirius just gave her a smug, knowing smirk.
Seph only answered to that was an answering smack.
(A.N.) So whatcha think? Please R&R!
Oh yeah and Serephina is pronounced 'Serafina', and Seph is pronounced 'Sef'