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I have been reborn!... Not.

Once again, writing out of random thinking.

Hope you guys enjoy~ It's the first story I wrote after I stopped writing in a year. [YES. OMGay. I stopped due to EPIC mental writer's block. A year? It was so dreadful.]

Just to warn you. I'm not sure but I think some of the characters are OOC. Or maybe they're absolutely, 100% OOC. Just tell me which one's out of it. I could try improving my already-lame-skills in writing. :]]]

NOTE: This Fanfiction does NOT contain... uhh... Sexual... abuse? LOL. I mean, you get what I mean! [At least for the first parts I guess... :)))]

Disclaimer: I don't own D-Gray Man. Not depressed about that. I'm depressed because I don't own Allen...


Chapter 1: Beginning of the Inner Chaos

Not Really.

A sharp gasp escaped from her lips as he pushed through. He pushed a little bit too fast, causing her to flinch as her sweat trickled down her delicate skin.

She wasn't used to this, but she was quite relaxed.

He wasn't used to it either, and he was utterly panicking over it.

The man trembled, his glossy indigo eyes obviously revealing fear that he might have hurt her.

"I-I'm sorry Lenalee... Does it hurt? Should I..."

Lenalee shook her head and smiled back at him. The smile that could make any man's heart flutter into complete hypnotism. Allen was an exception though, since it would actually be quite the opposite when it came to his contagious smile.

"It's fine Allen-kun. I just got surprised. Could you do it a bit more slowly this time though?"

Allen could only nod hesitantly. He was still trembling, hearing the sound of his own saliva being gulped down his throat. He was absolutely against the thought of doing this, but of course, he couldn't reject Lenalee when she pleaded to him with a pout on her face.

He heard the ticking of the clock and felt a pair of eyes staring at him, as if waiting for him to take action. He didn't move an inch. He just let his swear pour down more than usual.

"A-Allen...-kun?" Lenalee squeaked. A worrying tone was enough.

He masked a smile on his face, but Lenalee could see through it.

He was twitching.

His eyes, the side of his mouth... even his ears were unconsciously twitching.

"I guess we should just get this over with then..." Allen replied, adding a chuckle that, unbelievably, would never be considered as convincing.

He continued to push through, only a bit slower. His hands, frustrated over everything. For the first time in Lenalee's sight, she saw Allen being afraid of something so shallow.

After so many attempts of trying to let Allen inject the antidote on Lenalee, it was finally finished. They had to go through five soft jabs on her skin, and about numerous breakdowns of Allen being scared of needles- no, not exactly needles. He was afraid of injections.

"Thank you, Allen-kun." Lenalee said as she stood up, feeling the arm where she was injected. It finally moved normally. After a level 3 akuma poisoned her, she was unable to move her arm until now.

Allen sighed in relief, and grinned to himself with satisfaction. It was a matter of fact, a great achievement for him. He had never held, or had an injection before. His fear for it just got even worse when Komui gave him a special treatment for his left arm. It was too traumatizing that he didn't even want to see a single tool of Komui's ever again. Not like he was the only one wishing for that.

He brushed off his sweat using his forearm, the strands of his snowy white hair clinging to his temple.

Lenalee giggled, her hair swaying across her face. Allen looked up at her and stared in confusion, then came his worried eyes.

"L-Lenalee, I didn't hurt you again, did I?"

"Of course not, silly." This time she giggled much louder than she thought. "It's just my first time seeing you so scared, especially for just an injection."

Realizing how he himself put the lasts of his pride to shame, Allen just showed an embarrassed expression that came out naturally. He rubbed the back of his neck with a slight laugh.

"I guess, my pride as a man is completely gone right now..." He gave out another sigh and continued, "Besides... It wasn't just the needles that were bothering me."

"What was the other reason then, Allen-kun?"

"Well... My mind kept replaying an image of Komui-san jabbing me with his robots if I got you scarred, even if it was just a dot. I bet he'd make me suffer... Like me being restricted from eating Jerry's cooking."

The last sentence really depressed Allen. If a meal without numerous servings was starvation, then a day without food is instant death.

He shivered at the thought of it, although Lenalee's violet eyes showed complete amusement. "Well I'm sure that won't happen. I'm completely unhurt, thank you very much."

"Yeah." Allen gave her a shy grin. "Then, poking you five times with that needle is now a complete secret from Komui-san?"

She laughed and was about to nod in agreement until they heard an odd gush of sound. It just so happened to be a roar of anger.

"Did I just hear that right, WALKER?"

Allen, surprised of hearing Komui's voice coming from his left ear, fell back onto his chair.

"W-wha-"

"WALKER!" The two heard a crash from books falling to the ground. "You're a dead man! How dare you foul Lenalee's pure skin!"

Great move Allen. You just had to forget removing that earring of yours.

"I guess I forgot this was a communicating device, eh?" Allen laughed it off for awhile then the lifeless tone of his voice rose. "I'm a dead man."

"Wait until I get there... I'll let you taste a bigger injection!"

"Umm... I'd gladly decline?" He replied back to Komui. Allen's face was puzzling. He was either amused or just scared for the sake of his life.

"Why, you..." Komui's voice cracked. Here comes the rage.

"Hold up, Komui! You aren't getting near that controller of yours!"

"Let me at him! Let me make that Shorty suffer, Reever!"

"Stop struggling, Supervisor! I'm not letting our new headquarters be broken down to pieces all over again, nor do I ever want another zombie rage!" They heard a huge thump from across the communicator. It seemed as if a specific someone was pinned to the ground for some reason. "Johnny! Whatever happens, don't even let Komui touch any of those buttons!"

"G-got'cha chief!"

"I can't let that Shorty touch my Lenalee again! ... Lenaleeeeeeee-"

"We need back up! I repeat, we need back up! Don't even make the supervisor move an inch!"

Lenalee and Allen heard, and actually felt another loud thud on the ground. It seems like the whole science department dove over Komui just to restrain him. Lenalee made her way back upstairs as Allen followed.

"Ugh... Brother is such a pain sometimes!" She groaned, quickening her pace.

By the time they got to where the entire ruckus was, they saw a mountain of men with white coats piling over one another. Johnny was hiding under a wooden table with the controller while Reever was ordering the other scientists to get an unbreakable rope. Lavi was grinning with his hammer beside him, oversized. He was prepared just in case the "Komui bomb" exploded.

The red-haired man turned around and saw the two's faces. One was sighing heavily, as she was used to it, while the other was gaping at the scene.

"Oh hey Lenalee! Allen!" Lavi shouted with a cheery voice, waving at them with his free hand.

"I'm guessing brother's under... there?" She pointed at the pile of struggling men.

"... Lenaleeeeeee-" Komui whispered, his voice still soft and faint.

"It feels like he'll jump out any second. Just to kill me." Allen side-commented to Lenalee's reaction.

Komui's ears rang. He had just heard Allen Walker's voice. In addition, it was quite near to his precious sister.

"Walker." He stated under his breath, in which after he yelled. "Komurin!"

They felt a gust of wind passing by, and the robot suddenly appeared beside Komui. "Master!"

Unfortunately, every single one of them had forgotten that the upgraded Komurin could be called in an instant, like a voice activator. A couple of eyes were stunned, or perhaps scared. Yeah, apparently it's more of their scared shivering selves looking at the invention their supervisor. It's going to be another disaster.

"Komurin! Target the pipsqueak with white hair! Don't just capture him... Shred. Him." With those last words, Allen suddenly had goosebumps tingling up to his spine.

"Should I run for it?" He asked himself, his anxiousness crawling up more and more to make the scene register in his brain.

"Everybody, Hide!" Reever shouted.

Komurin's robot head turned to his right, and had luckily seen the 'pipsqueak' just ahead of him. "Target Locked, Master."

"Oh, Sh- Run, Allen!" Lavi exclaimed as he prepared to swing his hammer on the robot.

"Aaaaah!" Allen started for a dash, running for his dear life.

Lavi swung his hammer, but missed an inch because Komurin sped ahead like lightning. "Crap! I missed!"

Komurin wasn't just chasing after Allen, it was literally trying to kill him. It fired locked gunshots on Allen, with a whole lot of firearms shooting through the building.

Everyone was running all over the place. Allen was about to get blown away as a missile he couldn't miss was shot. Lenalee activated her boots and glided all the way to Allen's rescue.

"Are you okay, Allen-kun?" Lenalee looked down at the man he was carrying. His face was green, and his cheeks were bloating. "Oh Gosh!"

Lenalee stopped and helped Allen back to his feet, nearly vomiting. "I'm sorry. I was a bit too fast."

"I-I'm fine Lenalee." He smiled with a flinch, and unconsciously bloated his cheeks again.

"Target found." Allen's head turned alarmingly, forgetting how badly his motion sickness was. He scooped Lenalee in his arms and activated his Crown Clown innocence. A white soft cloth slowly enveloped them.

"Are you alright, Lenalee?" Allen asked with that grand smile on his face.

Lenalee couldn't help but feel her cheeks heat up. "I'm fine, Allen-kun. Y-you can put me down now."

They felt a small thump, noticing that there were more missiles aiming for them. "No. Not yet. It's still too dangerous. I'm sorry Lenalee." His sweat trickled. "Please bear with it a little longer."

Allen misunderstood this. Lenalee didn't think of it as a burden. She was about to faint because of being so close to him. The way his eyes gleamed like the clear stream, the way his smile was always so mysterious, so jolly, so... miserable. She was tempted to nestle her head into his chest, ask him why he would always smile, even if he was met up by dangerous situations every time. She couldn't do it though, that would just leave him questioned.

Or at least that's how she sees it.

"Lavi!" Allen shouted right in time. Lavi was already dashing to the robot, jumped up high as he aimed his hammer on Komurin.

The ground quaked, and the spot where his hammer hit left large cracks on the floor. They'd need another repair for the tiles then, as well as the rest of the building which was broken down... Which was basically everything.

"And that's what I call a kill." Lavi boasted as he rubbed his index finger under his nose with a huge grin on his face.

Allen's tensed shoulders relaxed and deactivated his innocence. He let out a relieved sigh along with the weight of fear of being blown away. He let down Lenalee once again, but a secured arm was still on her shoulders. He always felt at ease when doing so.

"Nice one, Lavi."

"Thanks bean sprout for stopping there. I couldn't catch up to that hell-a-speed!" Lavi smacked the back of Allen with a laugh.

Allen twitched at the older man in front of him. "It's Allen, damn it!"

"Uhh... Allen-kun. I'm going to help the others. Is it alright?" Lenalee's head popped in, although she still couldn't look at Allen in the eye.

Allen was reluctant to let go, for he so enjoyed just having Lenalee by his side, but he didn't have a reason for such feeling. He didn't even recognize that feeling that could burn you inside out emotionally.

Or that's how he sees it.

To remove the curiosity out in her face, He removed his arm and waved both his hands in front of him.

"Ah! I'm sorry Lenalee! Of course! I'll help along with you as soon as we find Komui-san."

"Alright then." She regained her usual composure and smiled at them before she left. Lavi had a cunning smile on his face. It was one of his smiles that would tell that he's planning of something mischievous.

"Now..." Allen started. As soon as he noticed Lenalee gone, his eyes were glinting, searching for every corner of the room. "Let's find Komuuuui-san."

Komui was sulking in a corner, his eyes focused on the ground. Lenalee would be surely mad at him. He can't stand a death glare from Lenalee at all.

"Lenalee... Lenalee..." He muttered under his breath.

"Found... YOU." A large terrifying claw grabbed the back of Komui's collar. He slowly turned his head around, seeing Allen with a menacing aura behind him. His white strands of hair blocking his eyes, but you could slowly see his mouth forming into a wide grin. That grin.

"I found Komui-san!" Allen shouted enough to let everyone hear it. The rest of the people shot their eyes to where they heard Allen's voice. They were so eager, thinking of what they would do to their supervisor. Once they were all up, white-coated men, who were now drenched with sweat, gathered around him. Their knuckles cracking, some were moving their necks from side to side, as if preparing for a ganged fight. The rest were getting ready with the ropes, wishing they were just made of steel.

Komui trembled. His eyes were bulging larger as they came closer to him,

Larger,

Larger... while he himself was shrinking in fear.

"I-I... I'm sorry!" He managed a sob before being tied up, and god knows what else happened to him.

All was quiet for a moment, for satisfaction filled their throats. They heard footsteps from outside, and saw the signature ill-tempered look on the man's face. Kanda stared at them with his mouth quivering in anger, but had not spoken.

"Oh hey Yu! Just got back from a mission?" Lavi called out with the same cheery and teasing voice.

Kanda gripped on Mugen so hard that his veins were starting to show. He glared at Lavi first, who had put his hands up in surrender, and back at the commotion that was already over.

He walked out in disgust, striding back to his room in silence.

But then he stormed back in with Mugen in his hands, about to slice Komui's throat, as soon as he saw his own room broken down to pieces.


I'd be laughing my ass off if you misunderstood the first part. xD

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