Disclaimer: I don't owe the show only a planet their going to visit. Sequel is here and you should read my other story to understand this one which is called 'Star Wars rebels'.


In Space with the Ghost crew outside of a Jungle Planet atmosphere (5 months later)

Dear Diary,

It's been five months, since we rescued both Jedis, and Rex sacrificing his life. Life has been getting bad to worse, ever since Kanan woke up from his comatose state. Here let me explain things to you from the past five months. It just didn't only affect the two Jedis, but the crew, and Ahsoka too.

First let me start with Kanan, since he seemed to be the major problem here for everyone. He get confused to what is real or not real, which we started a game as he question which is real or not, and we either said real or not real, which some of them would need to have explanation for. He sometimes forget things, but later on remember them, as he would also forget where he is at. He would sometimes forget our names, but remember them later.

Next on the list is Ezra since he is the second biggest problem. Every time that he would lay eyes on his master, his personality would quickly change from happy go lucky to 'murder Kanan' look in his eyes. So that's why we would try to keep them away from each other. Sometimes Kanan or Ezra would walk into a room that one of them is in, and Ezra would always have his lightsaber blaster on him. Ezra would either try to blast Kanan or slash him with his lightsaber, which luckily for us Kanan still know how to sense danger through the Force, as he would either dodge the blast, or duck down from the lightsaber slash. Kanan would immediately look confused, and have a hurt look on his face, as Zeb, Hera, or I would either restrain Ezra from hurting Kanan, or pulling Kanan out of the room. Ezra would revert back to himself after Kanan would leave.

Hera is also different, but still have a little motherly personality. She is mostly serious, and wouldn't hesitate to hurt Ezra, to restrain him. She mostly focused on the missions, and not the Jedis. She just seem to be lost, as she would lose patience with Kanan, when she have to remind him of things, he already should know. The old Hera wouldn't lose patience and instead would help Kanan patiently. This new Hera wouldn't want anything to do with any of us, as she would go on the missions, solo style. When she is on the ship, she wouldn't want to do anything with us, which everyone except Kanan knows that. She would be in the cockpit or her room, which we would try to stay clear of her, except when we bring her food as she would sometimes forget to eat.

Next is Zeb, he's mostly silent and don't joke with Ezra that much anymore, as he would stay in his room, except to come out to eat, and start to built a new Phantom ship as he would read in his own room to make him learn how to build ships as Hera is off in her little world. He is almost finish with the new and improve Phantom, which he offered me to spray paint the ship, but I had denied the offer.

We haven't been in contact with Ahsoka for the past five months, since death had taken her friend away from her. No one knows where she is at, not Commander Sato, or the Phoenix Squadron, and especially not us know where she is hiding at. I hope she is okay for her sake and ours.

I don't paint anymore, or have special explosives that is beautiful. I just have regular bombs that is not one of my 'miracles'. I also try to have the crew stick together, but you could see how that is turning out. I'm just not as good as the old Hera would be, as she probably could keep us together.

I better get going soon, diary and see what the morning has to offer me.

Sabine closed her diary book and put it under her bed, where her spray cans is there, collecting dust as it haven't been used in the last five months.

"Sabine, I need help, their at it again" shouted Zeb as a blast just went off after he had spoken. Sabine eyes widened and quickly left her room. She entered the common room, noticing that Hera is not there, probably doing a solo mission, knowing her.

Sabine also noticed that Zeb is having a hard time at wrestling Ezra lightsaber blaster out of his hands, while Kanan just stood there with wide eyes. Sabine looked to the ground, noticing there is droplets of blood on the ground. Sabine also noticed that the blood is closer to Kanan. Sabine slowly met Kanan eyes, just as Kanan eyes rolled to the back of his head, and falling backwards, hitting the ground with a thud, hurting his head.

"Oh karabast, Sabine take care of Kanan, while I take Ezra to his and mine room." Said Zeb easily lifting Ezra on his shoulder, as Ezra was still staring at the unconscious form.

Sabine quickly went over to the unconscious form and knelt next to Kanan, to see better. Sabine quickly lifted up Kanan shirt, and saw blood still flowing through his wound that is on his stomach, but luckily it didn't hit anything vital.

"Come on, Kanan, please wake up." Said Sabine gently patting Kanan cheeks to get a reaction from him. Kanan only groaned in pain as Sabine had moved his head on her lap. Kanan eyebrows creased together as he is having different memory dreams, but faintly heard Sabine voice, calling out to him.

Kanan memories/dreams

"This is your fault! You and Chopper!" Said Zeb as Ezra and Zeb have just discovered a mistake on their part had put Hera and Sabine in danger.

"You were the one running the diagnostic; you should have checked" said Ezra as the two of them is fighting outside of Kanan room while he is meditating.

"I'll check you, right into the wall!" Said Zeb threatening Ezra.

"We have to tell Kanan, but don't tell him it's our fault!" Said Ezra at they burst into Kanan's room.

"Kanan-!" Started both Ezra and Zeb, but was interrupted by Kanan holding up a hand to stop them from continuing on.

"Hera and Sabine are in danger." Said Kanan already knowing the answer.

"Wow, how could you tell? Could you sense it?" Asked Ezra as he sounded impressed that Kanan guessed that.

"No... I could hear you two yelling outside the door!" Said Kanan looking annoyed at the two of them. That memory vanished in place of another one.

"Look Ezra, just because you want something to happen, doesn't mean it's going to." Said Kanan after Ezra just received a prophetic vision.

"But it might!" Said Ezra just as Zeb whacks Ezra on the head.

"Ow! What are you doing?!" Asked Ezra in pain as Zeb started to snicker.

"Helping you to hone your Jedi powers! Why didn't you see that coming?" Asked Zeb amused.

"It doesn't work that way" said Ezra as Sabine punches Ezra in the shoulder .

"Ow! Stop!" Shouted Ezra.

"Maybe if we keep trying...!" Started Sabine as she suggested that.

"What's wrong with us?" Asked Ezra wanting to know.

"We have hope; hope that things can get better. And they will." Said Hera in a caring voice. That memory fades away, and onto the next one.

"Your parents? You never told us-" started Kanan but was interrupted by Ezra.

"What's to tell? They've been gone for eight years; I've been on my own since I was seven" said Ezra sounding upset.

"Ezra, you okay?" Asked Kanan worriedly.

"I'm fine" said Ezra while Kanan is still worried about him.

"I told you, sometimes you have to let your guard down." Said Kanan.

"I said I'm fine." Said Ezra brusquely as he left the room.

"Ezra Bridger, son of Ephraim and Mira Bridger, born fifteen years ago today." Said Tseebo as the thing that is around his head suddenly turned on.

"Empire Day... it's Ezra's birthday." Said Sabine as she had gasp as she figured it out. The last memory of his.

Kanan is sitting down and activate a holocron using the Force, producing a hologram version of Master Obi-Wan Kenobi.

"This is Master Obi-Wan Kenobi. I regret to report that both the Jedi Order and the Republic have fallen, with the dark shadow of the Empire rising to take their place. This message is a warning and a reminder for any surviving Jedi: trust in the Force. Do not return to the Temple; that time has passed and our future is uncertain. We will each be challenged- our trust, our faith, our friendships, but we must persevere, and in time, a new hope will emerge. May the Force be with you, always." Said Obi-Wan Kenobi as a recording, and then shut off.

Kanan memories/dreams ended

Kanan gasp and sat up quickly, but regretted it immediately, as he wrapped his arms around his stomach. Kanan looked around and noticed he is in his room as his room door slides opened, revealing Sabine, followed by Hera.

"Easy Kanan, your injured, and Hera needs to still look at your injury." Said Sabine gently lowering Kanan back on the bed, while Hera rolled her eyes and came over to Kanan. Hera knelt down beside his bed to have a closer look. Just as Hera touched his injury on his stomach, Kanan grabbed her hand and looked her in the eyes, as he is fighting to stay awake.

"I remember-" started Kanan before his eyes rolled to the back of his head. Hera felt his hand that was in her own hand goes slack. Hera stood up, turning to face Sabine, sharing a worried look, before the two girls turned back to the unconscious form of Kanan. The ship alarms immediately goes off. Sabine left the room quickly, while Hera stayed behind to tend to Kanan's wound.


A/N: hope you enjoyed this chapter, from the sequel.