This story starts after Edward leaves Bella. This one and only chapter is for me to get my stress and anger out. Nuf said. WARNING: IF YOU DON'T LIKE CHARACTER DEATH, YOU'D BETTER NOT READ THIS, OR YOU'LL GET PISSED OFF, AND AFTER THAT, IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM!
My Broken Heart Chapter 1: BellaPOV
Tired of living, tired of living in this underworld we call Earth, tired of a world filled with stress and illness, anger and stupidity. Tired of living in a world filled with despair and depression, a world filled with death and hatred, pain and cries for help. Tired of tears and tired of a world without love, peace, and happiness. Tired of living MY life without Edward by MY side, I am tired of it all! So as I walk up the steps, in my house; I Isabella Marie Swan am about to take my own life away, as I can live no longer.
As I walk in my bathroom and look at myself in the mirror, I see a girl who is hollow, skinny, and who is not sure of herself anymore, one who has nothing to else to live for. I watch the clock on the wall, Tick, Tock, Tick, and Tock. It never stops, it just keeps on moving; going in endless circles… forever. That's not me, at least not anymore.
I think about my family and friends. My friends will eventually forget me, life goes on, and once they got used to me being hollow and nothing; some of them stopped trying, gave up on me, I know I will miss them though, especially my friend, Angela. She never gave up on me, even when I gave up on her. Jacob. I never really got to know him that much since I came to Forks, but I know I will miss him very much, and anybody would be lucky to have a bright, young guy full of energy and life. He's someone that can make you smile. My dad, Charlie will know my reasons of doing this and he will know that I love him very much, but Edward was EVERYTHING to me, my very reason for existing. My mom will never forget about me, but I know she will be the first one to recover, to move on. She has Phil, and I am happy for her, glad that she found somebody special to fit her life. Me? It's time for me to go. Where exactly? That's for you to know, and me to find out.
I sit down in the bathtub; grab my razor that I use for shaving, place it on my wrist, on my vein; press down really hard and slice my skin open. The next thing I saw was blood. Everywhere. I sighed and laid my head on the wall, not long now. The next thing I feel is a sharp pain, light, but then grew to a burning sensation. It started at my wrist, but now it's everywhere, burning everything in its path, soaring like fire. I start to scream and I think I hear my Angel's voice, telling me to be quiet. I open up my eyes, and I think I see a flash of Bronze colored hair along with another head full of blonde hair. Edward? Carlisle?
"It's going to be okay, baby. You're going to get through this, and when you are, we are going to be together FOREVER."
No we're not, because by the time he said that, I was already dead and gone.
THE END
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