Disclaimer: Don't own the characters or the anime.

Author's Note: This is what happens when I feel sad for no apparent reason. I warn you now- this is angsty rubbish. Beware. Also, I've been wondering if I have any loyal readers? AKA Anyone who had read at least two fics. If you have, please review so I know who you are and can be grateful to the right people.

Reviews: Please review, Blah blah blah.... I'm willing to bet no-one reads this bit anyways.


This…

OhGodThisIsTheEnd

I need you here…

I need you…

Please…

"This is it, isn't it?" Kaoru asked, quietly, resignation echoing in his voice.

Hikaru sighed, his breath ghosting across the soft skin of Kaoru's cheek. "Yeah. I think it is. I… I don't know if I would be able to do this if you weren't with me."

"Well, I know I wouldn't." Kaoru smiled sadly.

Hikaru, finding no words left to say just how much he loved, wanted, needed Kaoru at that moment, tipped his twin's chin up softly, and pressed his lips to ones identical to his in every way. The kiss told of everything- Passion, love, despair, bitter happiness. All their world and everything in it. Every time they had gripped the other's hand and gazed at a world they had no wish to belong to. Every forbidden kiss, every time sharp hips pressed into their mirror image, every time they had come, shuddering at the slightest touch of heated skin against oversensitive thighs.

Every possible feeling left to him flew through Kaoru's mind as his hands slid to Hikaru's shoulders, silently begging to be held, to be kept safe. Hikaru pulled back, hugging Kaoru to his chest in a conscious attempt to protect him.

"Are you scared?" Hikaru whispered, breathy against the soft skin of Kaoru's ear.

A slight smile. "No. How could I be? I'm with you." He leant against Hikaru's shoulder, knowing this was the end.

Hikaru gripped Kaoru's shoulders gently, pulling back just enough to be able to see into his eyes, but keep their bodies as close as they could.

"I can't even think of a word that sums up what I feel for you, but I know that a word like 'love' certainly isn't enough. You're my twin, my best friend, the only one I could ever imagine spending my last moments with….I never want to let you go, ever. I love you. I love you, IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou…"

Each declaration of love was punctuated with kisses peppering Kaoru's cheeks, his forehead, his lips, as if he simply couldn't bear to leave one inch of him untouched. Kaoru closed his eyes as Hikaru's tongue flicked across his slightly parted lips, moving to entwine with Kaoru's.

Breaking apart, Kaoru rested his forehead against Hikaru's, his fingers entwining with identical digits. He squeezed slightly, feeling Hikaru squeeze back gratefully.

"It's nearly time, Hikaru. Let's do this."" He whispered, fighting against the sudden lump in his throat.

"You're right." Hikaru stood, pulling Kaoru into his arms and facing the approaching light. A small, bitter smile played across his lips as he realised he had got his wish: Him and Kaoru, together. Forever. He gripped Kaoru's hand tightly.

"I'll always love you."

Together


So, what did you think? Please tell me, I seem to have a very low opinion of my writing at the moment.

Author's Note: This was written in roughly an hour, it was not checked by anyone else, and it probably sucks. I know this. I'm also in the middle of writing an extra lemomy fic- Twins of course. I bet you're all so surprised.