Pairing:Jeff Hardy/Shawn Hunter ( Crossover ) Wwe / Boy meets world
Summary:Shawn is writing his life story in short form in his notebook.
He's had a pretty tough life but with Jeff He can finally have the happeness he deserves and beable to keep it.
Rating:pg 13
Feedback: Yes please, I know it don't sound too good but I hope you'll read anyways, won't take long...

Shawn sits on a stump, A notebook tucked in his hands.

He listens to the stream over in the close distance, Wondering what at this exact moment was Jeff doing.

He chots down a few paragraphs in his book, Expressing his feelings the only way he knows how.

See he isn't very good at speaking his feelings out in the open, He knows this but for the life of him can't understand why.

So he writes his feelings down weather in poetry or a song... I think that is why me and Jeff clicked so well ....

See Jeff is alot like me... He writes his emotions down too but he isn't afraid to speak up on something that he doesn't like.

Just saying those three words is what's so hard for us both...

When-ever I need to say those words they never seem to pass my lips, I don't know why maybe I'm afraid he won't return the same feelings.

I've had alot of bad things happen in my life.... My mother ran out on me and my father when I was still in my early teens,
Then my father left me to go searching for her, see we didn't really have much money. We weren't living on easy street ... And well when she left she took our home, now before you crickle your eyebrows up and say what the fuck ... We lived in a trailer park the ones with the Rv homes... so when she left she just drove off out of our lives and off with our home.... I'd laugh if it wasn't such a diffcult time for me... See it had been about a year when finally my dad had come back not succusful at finding my mother... or he did and she just didn't want to come back home.. well if thier was a home to come back too.
Of course he did say he never did find her but my dad wasn't very truthful... Anyways I'm kinda getting off topic ..
see when my dad had come back I was angry to say the least at him... and well our father son relationship wasn't that great and after the long time apart leaving me on my own when a boy still needed someone to look after him, though I did have people to look out for me but that's beside the point I needed my father and he wasn't there... so yeah I was angry more then angry at him and well our relantionship didn't get any better for a long time until I was in collage and by that time he had left me a second time coming back only after I had found out I had a half brother Jack.

but I had to come to pass all those times he had left me and I had to forgive him when while he was visting me and Jack in our collage dorm that we shared he had a heart attack and was tooken to the hospital sadly he had died there... but I'm glad to say that I was able to forgive him before he died and I know he may not have always been there but he was the best father I had, he did his best... Sometimes I can feel him near me....

Anyways about those people I had mentioned that had looked out for me while my dad was gone... They were a teacher Mr. Turner.

He was one cool teacher not so much a guarden but hey I got away with some stuff...I really did start to have a bond with him but then he had been in a motorcycle accident and died when I was still in high school..

And the Matthew family... I had knew this family since I was like 8 or 9.. Cory was my dearest and bestest friend, My only friend....
If you don't count the crooks that I had sometimes been involved with where I lived.

See The Matthews had took me in when my dad first left but I didn't really like staying there I felt like a burden.. SO I'd sneak out and go different places ... after awhile I had Mr. Turner to stay with in his apartment.

Back to Cory He wasn't just my friend, He was my first crush, My first kiss, First love... Just everything you normally do early in your life I had done with Cory... He was always there for me....Well up until Topanga.

See she was also a girl I had known about the same as Cory... She had begun liking Cory when she was 11 I guess.....
Cory didn't care at the time but when we all got older in our adult years, When Cory's parents wanted Cory to start thinking about setteling down ... At-least finding a girl, Cory had starting falling away from me... He wanted his parents approvel so bad He'd do anything.... Even getting up with Topanga a girl he didn't really like beside the friends point of view and going as far as getting married with her... I may have been his first in just about everything but she was gonna be his last....
He may have confessed his undiying love for me ... But slowly and painfully my spot, My place... that place I thought would always be perserved for me was being tooken over by her... and I was no longer by his side .. She was....

Everything I've ever cared about as been roughly snatched away from me....

My mother, Father, and then Cory.... What else could I lose.....

After Cory married that BITCH WOMAN he had started seeing me less and less ... in mid collage I had never seen him again.....
I had heard a few years ago that he had twins a girl with some name I can't pronounce and a boy named Cornelius.

I had so wanted to send out a congrats maybe invite cory over for lunch but I had lost the nerve plus no need in getting caught up in the past .... Not when I have all I need with Jeff.

Your probabely wondering when and how did me and Jeff meet...

See I've always been a expressive type of person in Writing, drawing.... and all through collage I had went to poetry cafes ....Sometimes reading some of my own but mostly just listening to others for I was too scared that mine wasn't good enough.

And one night I had went there for a nagging feeling to go eventhough it was only a hour and a-half before closing but I couldn't get this feeling to go away so I had went and there he was standing up there reading out of his purple notebook ,
The most beautiful thing I had seen in my miserable existence.

Shawn stops writing when he feels a soft touch on his shoulder.

"What you doing huh..."
"Jeff..., Nothing just writen some things down"

Jeff nods his head, A soft smirk shown on his lips.

"How about we go eat huh, I'm starving"

Shawn looks up at the most beautiful set of eyes he's ever laid his on.

"Sure thing Babe"

Jeff holds his hand out waiting for Shawn to mention one last thing in his notebook.

Well now you know a little bit about me... See you next post

Shawn accepts Jeff's hand and they walk off towards the direction of Jeff's motor bike.

"You know it really does make you feel good to write like that, Thanks for mentioning".

Jeff laughs "Your welcome... I'm really glad it makes you feel better...".

"So what you wanna eat"
Jeff whistles for their dog Axl to get back to thier sides.

Shawn pulls Jeff into a unexpected hug "So what do you wanna eat"?.
Jeff smiles and kisses Shawn on the forehead "How about you"...

"I don't think I would taste very good"....Shawn replys as they both burst out laughing.