HEARTS THAT FALL

Kurt walked into the lunch room of Dalton academy, looking around for a familiar face, he spied him sitting in the corner. Kurt's heart stopped, Blaine was laughing and flirting? Yes flirting with some guy kurt had seen a couple of times with him. The lad was new and Blaine had become his mentor, just like he had with Kurt when he had started at Dalton. As Kurt stood there he watched as Blaine kept touching the other lad's hand whenever he said anything funny, dipping his head every now and then and looking up at the new boy through his eye lashes, with that shy grin on his face that he gives when ever he was nervous. The same way he used to look at kurt when they first met, but not anymore Kurt thought to himself.

Blaine looked up and noticed kurt standing in the doorway, the smile fell from his face as he stared at kurt. He whispered something into the boys ear and moved towards Kurt. "Hey kurt," blaine smiled "What's up?"

Kurt smiled back, although it never quite reached his eyes. "Hey, i was just gonna join you but i can see that your busy".

Blaine turned and smiled at the new boy, who gave a shy smile back. Kurt's smile faltered but he was able to put it back as blaine turned back. " You've been spending a lot of time together" Kurt said.

"I'm just helping him settle in" Blaine replied.

"But we don't spend anytime together anymore" kurt replied.

"Come on kurt, you know how difficult it is moving schools" Blaine had replied. " Sometimes we have to put other people needs before our own needs, and not be so selfish" Blaine added. He beckoned for the boy to come over as he said "Well we have to go, we'r having a potter moviephon".

Kurt just stood there, watching blaine walk off with the other boy, his hand resting on the boys lower back like he used to do with kurt, going to watch harry potter, like they used to. Kurts face fell as he realised that Blaine had just blown him off, and not in a good way. That's it i'm old news now, blaine has found himself a new toy to play with kurt thought as his face fell. Kurt walked out of the lunch room back to his dorm, no longer hungry, trying not to let the tears fall. He reached his dorm room and closed the door behind him. Falling against the door he slid down to the floor, his heart breaking piece by piece as the tears fell from his eyes. Thank god he didn't have to share a dorm so no one could witness his pain.

As his tears fell his mind was racing, why does this always happen to me? Am i that undesireable? Am i that uninteresting that everyone i fall for just walks away when they are bored of me? At least with Finn and sam i could put it down to them being straight for not being interested? But blaine is gay, he flirted with me, we cuddled while watching movies. I can't even get a gay guy to be interested in me. I'm ugly! Kurt crumpled up into a ball as uncontrollable sobs shook his body," I am so ugly that nobody is going to love me, i'm gonna spend my life alone!" The words spilling out of his mouth like a chant.

Outside Kurts door somebody was listening. He had followed kurt from the lunch room after witnessing Blaine's brush off and the look on Kurts face. Now he stood listening to his friend breaking behind his door, a single tear rolled down his face. There was nothing he could do but listen, he made apromise to make sure his friend did not feel so alone again. But how without kurt knowing what he had heard?, he knew Kurt would be ashamed if he realised someone had witnessed his break down. He would have to do this on the sly. Dam you blaine, how could you be so blind?. Wes walked away from the door, listening to Kurt's chant.