Summary: Post Simon Said drabble. Sam POV.
-- I would have done it too
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Wishes
"He's a killer after all"
A killer, just like I would have been if I had been standing there instead of Andy. With a gun to my brother's head, the intention to... I wouldn't have hesitated to pull that trigger.
You didn't hesitate either. When that guy was going to kill me, the guy whose name we never knew, an innocent man, our age, possessed by the spawn of the same demon that ripped our family apart. You killed him to protect me and I don't blame you. I'm grateful. You saved my life. That's what brothers do. Up until now, I thought I could have done the same.
That given the situation I wouldn't have hesitated.
But I was too weak. When the time came, I lay on the ground while you had a gun to your head. You almost died. You would have if it hadn't been for Andy.
I know that the words I'm shouting at you right now make it look like I blame him, but really I don't. It's my fault, not his. Because of me, you almost died and another innocent became a killer. I can never forgive myself.
"Everyone's capable of murder, everyone!"
I would have done the same. I would have become a killer too, in a heartbeat, to save you. I regret that I was too weak.
Maybe the Demon is right after all.
Because I wish I was a killer now.------------