Who says things could get better? When you lose that one person you love out on the field. Yes you knew what would happened but you took the risk anyway. I can honestly say I know what's like. It was the hardest blow into my life. How I got through this I'll never know, but at least she knew. She knew how I felt. The secret I held from her I got to tell her and spend that time with her. Those moments I will cherish forever. This is my story.