I'm baaack. I do not own Victorious or any of the characters. Anything that looks like this is a flashback of what Cat's father said to her.


How I wish that I could still believe
Time to save me
If I go who could blame me?


"You're worthless! No one will ever love you! You're just a fat, ugly freak."

I grabbed the bottle of anti-depressents, greedily unscrewing the cap.

"It was a mistake having you. You are a mistake!"

I pulled out one of the purple tablets and fondled it between my fingers.

"It's all your fault your mother died. You killed her. You murderer."

I angrily closed my hand around the pill and emptied out 9 more into my palm.

"You don't deserve to live"

I swallowed the pills and threw the empty bottle at the wall.

"Go rot in hell where you belong."

I closed my eyes and tried to think of something else, anything else. I heard a car door slam as my eyes began to get more heavy.

"Cat?" The front door clicked open.

"Cat where are you I tried calling you a million times." I turned my head to my phone laying four feet away from me as heavy footsteps marched up the steps. My door creeped open to reveal Beck.

"Cat wh-" He stopped talking and moved over towards me.

"Oh my god. Cat. Cat? What did you do?" His hands touched my face and my neck, looking for a pulse that was getting harder and harder to find. I tried to pry open my eyes.

"Oh no. Cat! WHY! CAT WHY!" I looked up to see Beck frantically looking between me and the empty bottle of pills. He pulled out his phone as my breathing began to come to an end.

"Please! Please come help me! My girlfriend, she, she overdosed and-" He touched my wrist.

"SHE STOPPED BREATHING PLEASE! OHMYGOD PLE-" Beck's voice fadded away as I quietly slipped out of the world.


Sorry it's so short! I haven't been written in forever and decided to start something new! Review please Tell me if you likee(:

Song at the top is called Inventing Shadows by Dia Frampton Check it out!