A/N: So most of this is just from a scene in 3x22 but with my own ending. This will probably be a story rather than a one shot, the next chapters, being their wedding, kids etc. So I hope you like it and please correct me if I get any grammar/spelling errors.
They walked slowly back into the hospital, Blair's arm linked through his. "Despite the false start earlier, this night is perfect," she said and he couldn't help but smile as he turned to face her.
"Well, there is one thing that would make it even better," he said and grabbed the small box from his pocket. He took a deep breath and the confused look in her face only made this better.
She had no idea of what was going to happen and he liked being in control. "I'm so sorry for the pain I've caused you," he started and her face only looked more confused. She was the only one who would ever hear a sincere Chuck Bass apology. "And I know I can't take it back," he continued, "but I want to try and make it up to you."
She gave a small nod indicating for him to continue. "Even if it takes me the rest of my life."
A small smile formed on her lips and he was sure this was the right decision. Here goes nothing.
"Blair, will you-" he started but was cut short when Dan Humphrey grabbed him and punched him straight across the face. He fell to the ground and heard Blair snap at Dan. "Humphrey! Have you lost your mind? What the hell are you doing," she said but as soon as he spotted Jenny he knew exactly what Dan was doing.
"You, tell her," Dan said angrily as he pointed at him. "Tell me what, what's going on?" Blair said, her voice shaky as she watched him get up.
This was bad. What could he possibly say to make this look better?
Blair looked around and noticed Jenny standing behind Dan, her mascara stained and tear tracks running down her face. Then things clicked. No. No, no, no, her mind kept repeating
"You didn't," she said, but she was pretty sure she knew the answer. "Blair," he breathed and there was her confirmation. "You did," she said, the big lump in her throat making it hard to speak. But then she realized Jenny was still there.
"You," she said trying to make her voice sound intimidating despite the tears that were threatening to fall. "Get out of here now," she said and was pleased when Jenny started to walk away... but it wasn't enough. "And not just out of this hospital, but of this island." Her voice was angry and commanding.
"Go. And never come back. Because if you ever set foot in Manhattan again, I will know, and I will destroy you," she said but when Dan pointed out oh-so-kindly that Chuck was still there, her gaze shifted. He only looked down and Blair tried to hold back the tears as Rufus and Lily walked in.
"Are you okay," Serena asked as she walked over to them and Blair gave her a forced smile. "C'mon, I'll walk you home," Dan said to Serena who couldn't tear her eyes away from her best friend.
"Blair, I- I thought you didn't love me anymore. I didn't care if I lived or died, Jenny Humphrey was just-"
"Don't say her name," Blair yelled and he silenced immediately. "Or anything else to me, ever again," she said shakily and then her face went blank. "This whole night, didn't happen," she said and started to walk away. No, he wasn't going to let her walk away again.
He grabbed her arm but she used her other hand to slap him across the face. He was glad the hospital was nearly empty because the sound echoed through the halls.
He grabbed her other hand and pulled her close to him. "I won't let you walk away. You have to let me explain."
When she stopped struggling he took that as his queue to continue.
"When you didn't show up, I thought that was it, you didn't want anything to do with me. Jenny was just a distraction. I needed to stop thinking about you, or else I probably would have jumped of some building just to stop the pain," he said and saw her flinch at the memory of him on the rooftop after his father death.
"I can't not be with you. I have to be with you and I would do everything to make you happy. And even though I deserved getting punched I wish it could have waited because I have something to ask you," he continued.
He gripped the box tighter and let go of her hands. As he got down on one knee Blair's eyes widened in shock. "No," she whispered but that didn't stop him from opening the box, revealing the beautiful diamond ring.
"Blair Waldorf. Will you marry me?" he barely managed to choke out, his nerves getting the best of him. She looked at him for a while, still completely stunned.
Yes, her heart screamed but her head told her to be cautious.
We're never going to be safe, she heard his voice from the other night. He was right. They were Chuck and Blair, Blair and Chuck. Screw safety, she told herself as she started to smile.
Blair looked like she was having an inner battle with herself as she stared at the ring. When a smile formed on her lips his stomach twisted with anxiety. "I want a wedding in June," she said all of a sudden and he felt his heart flutter. "Is that a yes?" he said, still afraid this was just some cruel joke on her side. "Of course it's a yes you idiot," she said as she tackled him with a hug.
He gave her a passionate kiss and as he slid the ring on he whispered softly into her ear. "I will never hurt you again." And as those words left his mouth, he knew they were true.
A/N: So, is it good? Awful? Please rate and review, and put on story alert because I'll probably be updating soon :)
