A drabbly piece for y'all. I don't own 'em, and if I did… mwahaha. Rachel's POV during the saddest ep for R/R ever.
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"Numb"
On the outside, there are no tears.
On the inside, I'm crying a river.
His hands move over me, his voice is shaking; I've never seen him like this, never imagined he could be like this. I want to forgive him, want to hug him, want to kiss him, but I know I cannot; what he did was unforgivable to the core. We loved each other, we held each other closer than I thought imaginable. He understood me, cared for me, swept me up when I had no one else.
But now, it's all changed. He's different; I can never look at him the same again. The one person I thought could never hurt me has ripped a gash in my heart, and I know now that all is not fair in love.
My mind goes on while my heart is numb. I can't be wounded anymore; it hurts too much. Slowly, the pain has curses through my body that he has touched and kissed so many times.
I know I will love him forever, but I must let go.
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Little longer than a drabble usually is, but oh well… Please review and then listen to the Beatles' "I Feel Fine".