Disclaimer: I do not own twilight. I am doing this purely for entertainment and I am not in any way getting paid. The author of the twilight series, Stephanie Meyer gets all credit for the twilight saga.

If your reading this I assume you're going to read the story below and I want to say thank you so so so so so so much. And this story is kind of like an alternate to new moon and the rest of the books.

Starts in the middle of page 72 in new moon.

"They're all gone I stayed behind to tell you goodbye." He told me in an ice cold voice. "Alice is gone?" "She wanted to say goodbye but I convinced her, a clean break would be better for you. Goodbye, Bella." And with that he disappeared into the trees. I fell to the floor, my knees to shaky to hold me up, when I feel I didn't try to get up. I stayed on the ground crying eventually letting darkness takeover my soul and my mind and body. I felt a cold hand pull on my arm; I opened my eyes thinking it was Edward maybe he came back. I opened my eyes and I saw a vampire with fiery red hair and blood red eyes. She pulled on my arm harder and I heard a crack at my shoulder and elbow I screamed out a violent scream. She bent down and whispered in my ear "revenge is the sweetest flavor." Before I could comprehend what was happening I felt teeth sharper then knives dig into my neck. I felt my body slowly lose blood and consciousness and the knives stayed in my skin. The knives left my throat and I heard a growl. And another growl that sounded like it was from an animal. Then I noticed the flames. I felt nothing except fire. When did I get set on fire? The fires were on and in my neck and slowly travel to my arms and the tips of my fingers my finger nails. The fire and pain made me regret ever being born it made me want to die right then and there; I wouldn't doubt that I would die right then and there. The fire spread to my feet and to my very tips of my toes. I wouldn't let myself scream so I couldn't be found. My heart was pounding out of my chest, about to explode out of my chest. The burning spread through my torso. While the burning spread a new fire started in my throat once again, but the burning in my veins were getting weaker. My heart beating its last beat, and my heart was silence. I realized my eyes were close and I snapped them open. Everything was so0 much clearer it's like watching an HD TV when you're used to a TV from 1980. I heard everything. I heard the breeze through the trees. I heard animal's footsteps from miles away. In the sky I saw all the stars and the moon shined even brighter than ever before. I thought back to the fuzzy human memories, and I suddenly came to the realization that I was alone. Maybe the Alice would see me and the Cullens would come back. I doubt it but now I know, he never did truly love me. But again maybe he really did think vampires didn't have souls and he didn't want me to 'lose my soul'. A little too late now. I wonder what Edward is doing right now. Maybe playing the piano maybe Esme's favorite. And I am sitting here lost and alone. I realize there's a burn in my throat. I obviously need to hunt. Problem is, how do you hunt. I guess I could just try. I stand up and take a deep breath. I smell something that is somewhat appealing. I run towards the smell and I see a dear I jump on it my teeth cutting open the animals skin and I drink the delicious warm thirst quenching liquid. I feel the warmth spread through my body warming my fingers cooling the burn in my throat. The burn doesn't go away all together but it's definitely an improvement.. I take another deep breath and I smell a mouthwatering scent I run towards it and I leap on the source of the smell which is a mountain lion. And I thought the dear tasted good. I drank the mountain lion dry. The burn was still there but I guess it's something I should get used too. I decided I would hunt one more animal. I took a deep breath in. the smell smelt like the best combination of sweet and the smell made my mouth water. I ran towards the smell until I heard people talking I quickly realized the mouthwatering smell was a human. I held my breath and ran as fast as I could away from the people. I ran for at least an hour until it started snowing. Is at by a tree and just kind of relaxed.

1 year later

I've been living the same way since I was changed; I know my eyes are now I gold color. I haven't heard anything from the Cullens or seen them.

5 years later

Charlie died on March 2. I was able to attend the funeral thanks to brown contacts lenses. I inherited the house and I got a job at jcpenny. I miss Charlie and I Miss Renee even though she isn't dead. I cut off contact with Renee because I couldn't tell her 'oh yeah I'm a vampire that doesn't age. But it's ok I don't eat people I just eat animals.'

7 years later
 I visited volterra and the volturi. I found out that I have a gift. The gift is a mental shield. The volturi helped teach me how to expand the shield and how to take out the shield from me all together though taking the shield out of my head is harder than expanding it. I've still never hunted a human and I don't plan too ever. I'm pretty controlled given my age. I still haven't had any contact with the Cullens. Aro offered to help me find them but I don't want to find them. They did leave me lying in the dust.

10 years

I moved out of forks and now I'm living in a tiny house in North Battle Ford (a/n random place in Canada hey it's either this or dimsdale.) I moved here two days ago. I'm going to go back to high school. I start next week. I already found a job at a pharmacy. I start working tomorrow.

(a/n please check out my other stories. And I personally like telling people how the story came to be so just listen or uhm read. I had such a writer's block on another one of my stories and when I was thinking of ideas for that story when I thought. 'Self what if when Edward left victoria found Bella and changed her. What if the Cullens didn't come back? Bella obviously never become friendly with Jacob. And BAM this story was born. Oh and I was procrastinating cleaning my room.

And for the wolf pack fans I might put them in the story. If I don't I will definitely write a real epilogue meaning I'm going to tell you what happens to everyone in my version. Thank you for reading and have a good day.

-Riley 333