Dear Marceline
The first time I saw you, you were all alone and crying. I wiped your tears and went to a nearby toy store that had fallen apart. I picked out a toy for you, one that had no rips or holes. And when I gave it to you, a little smile came in return. You loved that little bear so much and decided to name him Hambo. Such a young girl having to go through that, thinking of it makes my heart ache. You're a sweet girl and I know that it's hard for you, but please. Please be strong and maybe I can be too.
Today we left the city I found you in. I hope the next one won't be the same, but I know I'm just entertaining hopes. You've often had to call out to me, I don't mean to give you such difficulty. I just can't keep myself at times. I'm so sorry, Marceline. I'm so sorry, but please forgive me. I'm only surviving because of this magic crown, but it's slowly taking my mind in return. I wanted you to know that I'm not always going to be able to be with you, but not now. Not now. I need more time, just a little more time.
You're sleeping next to me right now, you're so cute. I wish I can just stay with you forever, watch you grow into a fine woman. It's so amazing how you can smile everyday, how you can be happy. You already know, don't you? You're a very smart girl and you've probably figured out this much, that I'm not going to be able to stay forever. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry, Marceline. My mind won't be able to stay in one piece. To stay with you forever