I decided to put up some spoilers...it's not all the way done, but I got these from some ideas that I had jotted down. I already know where I'm going with this story. So here it is!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star, but I do own the song So Happy I Could Cry!


So Happy I Could Cry

Go ahead, act the way you do
Hold some other woman's hand
Don't think about what you're putting me through
Let it fall through you fingers like grains of sand

"Their marriage has been slowly falling apart"

"Was he cheating on her?"

"My divorce with Kwest was messy. Just don't make a mistake."

"Do you really think he treats you like that because he loves you?"

"I don't know what to do anymore. We're falling apart."

Let darkness cover me
And pretend like you care
Everyone thinks, we're meant to be
If they only knew, how much love you share

"How long have you known?"

"I already lost the baby; I'm not losing Stephanie too."

"What do you think you're doing? Are you trying to destroy them?"

"Jude, why didn't you tell me? How many more secrets are you hiding from me!?"

"We're too far gone for me to save us; for anyone to save us."

I'm so happy I could cry
So joyful I could die
I don't care if we fall apart
Or even if you break my heart
I'll just put a smile on
Life will go on
I'm so happy…I could cry

"T, get it through your head. She's not the problem. You…are the problem."

"Kwest, don't make me do this."
"I won't make you do anything you don't want to do."

"Stop lying to me!"

Another bottle of wine
As body burns in the fire
All I had, that I thought was mine
Have you yet to fill your desire
Laugh…away
The times we had
It'll stay…the same
I'll pretend it ain't that bad

"There's more to the story than you know?"
"What are you talking about?"

"Jude, please…tell me she was lying."

"I can't even look at you right now."

I'm so happy I could cry
So joyful I could die
I don't care if we fall apart
Or even if you break my heart
I'll just put a smile on
Life will go on
I'm so happy…I could cry

"Where's Stephanie?"

"I-I can't breathe."
"Tommy?"
"What's happening!? I can't breathe"
"Somebody help!"

How long did I keep this smile?
Guess it's been a long while
There's no stake through my heart
You're seeing things
My voice's not cracking
You're hearing things…

"How could you do this to me?"
"I didn't…"
"You said that you loved me!"
"I do!"

"We can't survive this. It's over."

I'm so happy I could cry
So joyful I could die
I don't care if we fall apart
Or even if you break my heart
I'll just put a smile on
Life will go on
I'm so happy…I could cry
I could cry


Alright everyone..that's what you get for now. I already have chapter 1 written. I want to write at least two more, so I can put some post one here. PLEASE REVIEW!!