My love for you,
Is tearing me apart,
Didn't know I had to choose,
From the very start,
I know I let you down...
Doesn't mean I hate you,
Just means I've now got a frown,
When I see you in your pain,
I just wished that there was something to gain,
From this frame of mind,
I think I'm running out of time,
I run away from fate itself,
But then I'm drawn back to you,
As you become yourself,
Again, as always, I had to choose,
Between my love for you,
And those damned lies!
I always knew, that you were the one,
I hope I get this right,
Not horribly wrong...
Doesn't mean I hate you,
Just means I've written you a song,
About our pleasure, our pain,
All those things that make us sane,
Still I run away, from fate's decision,
Just to be thrown back to you,
As your new provisions,
I guess I'll have to choose,
Whether to feed the addiction,
Or my love for you,
Might get my choice incorrect,
Doesn't mean I hate you,
Just means I've done something indirect,
To try and reveal you,
From what was once...
You...
Now you haunt my dreams,
Arrive in my nightmares,
As my own queen,
To guide me down those stairs,
I hate that we're so far apart,
Still giving up is not an option,
As I've always known from the very start,
You are the real, the only,
The perfect one,
Doesn't mean I hate you,
Just means you have won,
This endless struggle that I now face,
Whether to take you into my arms,
Or to take you to that place,
Without doing you any harm,
We need to get out of the rough patch,
To save this love, this pain we're going through,
We may have some foes to dispatch,
We may have a scar to get, maybe two,
Doesn't mean I hate you,
Just means I'm willing to fight for you,
To battle through the pain,
The lies,
The demon's battlecry,
Just for that chance to be close to you!