RPOV:
Dimitri was convinced it was wrong, immoral even to be with me. He said he would always love me? Right, that's why he pushes away, I still love him but I have convinced myself to get over it. I still have to train with him, but somehow manage to keep it professional. How? I really have no clue. However, I am back to my old ways. I don't think there is a party I am not aware of anymore. Deep down I still look after Lissa but everyone just thinks that I don't give a rip.
Right now we are walking across campus to a party in some royals dorm. It was me lissa, Christian, and Adrian. Adrian and I, we weren't dating just more like we had moments of weakness where we didn't want to be shunned anymore. Tonight, I was wearing a strapless black dress, much like the one I had on the night of the lust charm, but this one was shorter if even possible.
"Little dhamphir, I believe you have just about everyones attention on you tonight." Ahh Adrian, always stating the obvious. I just smirked as a comeback. "Behave and play nice" ordered Lissa in my head while laughing and grabbing Chris's hand.
We arrived and Adrian was quick to get drinks. Soon all of us were more than a little drunk. At that moment guardians busted through the doors. "Dam" I slurred. I looked down out of the window and was just about to make my great escape when two strong arms wrapped around my waist and I smelt the all too familiar aftershave that always gave him away. However, in my drunken state there was no way I could beat the Russian god. I looked back into the room and sighed, relieved none of my other companions were unlucky enough to get caught. Dimitri grabbed my elbow and drug me out of the room. As we passed Alberta she nodded and gave me a sad knowing smile. I guess comrade was dragging me back to my room for another "Zen Life Lesson". Upon arriving at my dorm he pointed to the bed for me to sit.
"No thanks comrade, for once I'd rather not be treated like a dog. But thanks for the offer anyways." I said smirking.
"Rose, do you want to get expelled? You're ruining your chances with the princess. I thought you could handle the seriousness of this situation! What happened to you rose?" he yelled, finally reaching his breaking point. I didn't know whether to be pissed or satisfied. I chose to be pissed.
"What happened to me? You can stand there and ask me that? REALLY? You that's what freaking happened! Is that what you wanted to hear? Is it? 'Cause it's the truth!" I screamed." You were to embarrassed to be out in public with me or maybe I was just a play toy for you! Was that it? Huh? 'Cause I sure as hell don't know!"
I quickly turned away wiping tears I hoped he hadn't seen. "Roza…" he trailed off. I turned back to see his face. His eyes held pain and guilt. "Rose, you know it's wrong for us to be together. Believe me when I say I'm taking Tasha's offer to protect you" he pleaded "I love you Roza and this is the only way I know to do right by you." With those words he turned and to leave my dorm taking my heart with him.
"DIMITRI!" I screamed, dropping to my knees, looking after him. "Comrade, Please!" I begged, my voice cracking. He stopped walking but didn't turn around. I began to hope he would come back. The slowly, ever so slowly he opened the door and walked out of my life forever.