You love to hate me
I told you my life was easy
But as dishonest as things go
I'm lying to you through
A fake smile
A fake gesture
And a fake laugh
That hides my tears
I told you I hated you
But as untrue as things go
I'm lying to you with
A forged grimace
A forged glare
And a forged stomp
That hides how much I want to turn back to you
I wish I could tell you I love you
But though
It's as honest as things go
You'd turn me away
Leave me in a corner
And push me from your mind
I love you
But I hate my mistakes
I hate to love you