Disclaimer: Vampire Knight Guilty by Matsuri Hino-sensei. I merely borrowed her characters for my story. I do not own the manga and anime, only this story plot. off we go!

AN: The story has been revised and rewritten. Some of the contents were changed and some part of the story I retain the same that was beta-ed by Gravity's Child. Thank you for her support!

Flashbacks/dreams

"Talking in the past"

'Thoughts'

Chapter 1

Kaname POV

It was started at that night after I'm turning Yuuki into a vampire… a pureblood one; to be exact is my sister. He really is furious when that happen, I can see it clearly, the emotion in his eyes. The hatred and betrayed looks…

He rapes me several times, marked me as a mate where I was partially happy and angry at the same time. I do not know why it was happening to me. It was clearly on that night; in the shed at the forest near the school ground where I was preparing to attack the council. I just need a space to think what move should I make. I did not felt his presence. He stealthily comes behind me, suddenly grabs both of my hand and kissing me forcefully. I felt something wrong with him; he was not himself… well not the usual, scowled ex-human vampire hunter but a pureblood presence which I thought it was absurd. His grip was strong and did not expect him to be this. He began to chant some charm on my hand so that I won't escape and shred my clothes apart.

For the first time in my life I felt fear, and also excited at the same time coursing in my veins. I was in panic, this is my first time and for someone as Kiryuu to suddenly advance like this just make me more alarmed. My expression suddenly halting him in French-kissing me, he then spread my legs apart and began to thrust his length dryly into me. I arched back at the sudden thrust and my tears trickled down to my chin. Ouch, it damn freaking hurts! It hurt my pride for being submissive and it just felt right when him doing this. But it's just so wrong… I don't know what was happening to me. All this time I just treating Kiryuu as my pawn in protecting Yuuki. I believe I deserve some punishment, but not like this! I'm the one who supposed to be in control, not the other way around.

He pounded me continuously and directly nailing my prostate, sending me into bliss. He continued for dozens of thrusts and come inside of me. He mercilessly grabs my cock and preventing me from my release. He continued thrusting back into me with his cum and my blood as the lubricant but this time, this pace was different, almost like slow and steady like a lover... After like an endless hours of sex, he the licked my neck and pierced his fangs, thus marking me before he shot his load into me. Before I completed my orgasmic, I instinctively pierced my fangs into his neck and marking him as mine. I do not know though why I did at that time. My mind jumbled from the high.

"Ah!" I moaned. I didn't know that I could produce such indecent sounds. He continued for the nth round, I become addicted as he keeps pounding his cock inside of me. I become addicted because it becoming consensual when it was supposed to a rape. I don't know what was on his mind. In the haze of my mind, I detected blankness from him. The bond was established immediately after somewhere around our sex. He then prepared me once again, but this time a bit gentler than the previous one. He put his middle finger and began to prepare me for the last time. I just do not know how many times he wanted to do me before he was sated.

"Ah! Z-Zero... Why you di-did…this t-too… me ah…" I asked him. He did not respond as he put third and fourth finger. I moaned as he mercilessly pounded that spot again. He then leaved me hanging with emptiness when he pulled out his fingers and then began replacing them with his well-endowed cock. He waited for me to adjust his size and damn, his cock getting bigger each time. I signaled him to move and he found again the spot that made me see stars.

"Ahn!… m-more… Zero... Faster!" I commanded. He just grunted in response and continued to thrust me until we were going into completion. I saw him leaving me naked to the dorm before I passed out. I continued my plan in killing those council bastards even though I am still sore and my injuries from that night had all healed up.

Now, I'm wondering about our dynamic relationship. It was supposed to be between King and a Pawn, not mates. I just want him to finish off Rido! I went back to the dorm and suddenly I'm having those flashes of Zero in his younger days. I barely make it in my own room; I suddenly become dizzy and fainted. The memory of him assaulting me and left me defenseless. As I am mated with him, the blood bond within us shows the innermost part of our own self for the sake of intimacy. I don't know about the bonding mechanisms. I hated the fact that he will know my utmost secret that I had been keeping. The fact that I am not Kuran Kaname, but an ancestor pureblood that bastard Kuran Rido resurrected by sacrificing the child of Kuran Haruka and Juuri. He wanted to take over the vampire world by controlling me to wipe out humanity. I gasped out; shocked to see her, my crush…

Flashback

"Zero, while we go out please take care of Ichiru. If anything happen, call Kaien-ojiisan."A short haired female said. Zero's mother…

The five years old of Zero began to talk, "Okay mummy."

The scene changes to where the twins holding hands together when they asleep. Zero began to stir and so does Ichiru. Zero then heard about what his parent said about them being the cursed children. Then the scene changed to Hio Shizuka killed his family due to a feud and plunges her fangs, thus making Zero a vampire. And also about Ichiru betrays his family that day.

I shuddered at the memory of his sadness, anger to be exact rising within him. This incident made him hated the vampire, especially the purebloods… I feel sorry for him. 'Maybe that was why he hated the fact that Yuuki become pureblood and he thinks she betray him when he had a feelings for her' I thought. I felt hurt thinking he likes Yuuki, but at the same time I do not want anyone to touch my Yuuki. The flashback of memory began to change and I shocked to see her in his memory.

"I cannot wait to see you two… my sons."she caressing her flat stomach.

I suddenly wake up from dreaming and saw the blinding sun rays filled the room. I grunted as a response and from the stiffness my body felt when lie on the cold, hard floor. 'Why she was there? Who is she to Zero?' I thought as I still remember the flash back of Zero's memory. I'm determined to know…

Zero POV

I do not know what was happening to me. I know that I am angry with certain pureblood that turning my best friend and my crush into a vampire and feeling betrayed that she is also a pureblood and on top of that also his fiancée. Actually I do not know what my feelings to her anymore… I just felt betrayed by him that he choose her instead of me… wait! I do not know any more about my feeling for him or her or both. My thoughts were jumbled, my mind becomes blank and I was consumed with rage…anger, feeling betrayed and I felt my body moved on its own. The next thing I know, I was raping him. I drank his blood. I felt him crying. 'Oh god, what did I do? Why did this happen?' as I was in deep thought, my body kept betraying me, acted on its own and fucked him mindlessly. I do not have a control on my body! I felt something in me snapped and then I instinctively drank his blood again and my mind becomes blank again.

What I felt for hours of blackness, I found myself in the prison, chained and hungry for blood, Kuran's blood. My adoptive father, Cross Kaien thought that I may lose my insanity and become a Level E but then I saw him coming, offered his blood to me. 'I hated him forcing me to drink his blood!' as I thought and I reluctantly accepted his offer. When I drank his blood, the memory of that night assaulted me and I remember of everything happened in that shed and how many times we do it. Of course, he become uncomfortable and said something that really hurt me. He did not consider me as someone important to him but consider me as a pawn to protect his Yuuki. Of course I then retorted and glared at him after.

Flashback

The memory of us having sex keeps bugging me, how he looks so indecent and beautiful at the same time… so lustful… 'Wait, what am I thinking about? 'He is your mortal enemy, the calculating and scheming pureblood Kuran' I thought, but the memory of him crying made my heart cringes. I blame myself more for not having control of my body. I blame my vampire self. I began having flashback memories of him, I shuddered at the part that the heterochromatic-eyed man killed an innocent child. And what I saw later shocked me further. A decayed man rose from the coffin and began to choke the man. He looks like an older version of Kuran Kaname but the Kuran I know is young and not like what was in my dream. It baffled me that the man in front having the same aura as Kuran, until the heterochromatic-eyed man said;

"Welcome to the world once again, ancestor pureblood Kaname," The man bowed to the decayed man in front. And he talked again. "I sacrificed a pureblood child in order to revive you and you will do as I told." The decayed man in front looks aloof bot in his eyes swarming an emotion Zero knows he usually had, the sadness and hatred kind of eyes. Both of the vampires beginning to attack each other, the malice the heterochromatic-eyed man exuded and the sorrow that the decayed man howled. The short battle between the two beginning to cease; the older version of Kaname was losing due to being awakened rudely to the heterochromatic-eyed man. Before the heterochromatic-eyed man slams his hand to the other man's neck, the decayed man grabs the dead child and merging with it. The decayed man became the child. Then the door slammed open and reveals a male and a female vampire, shouted at them;

"Rido! What did you do to my child?!" asked the female.

"Hahaha, you are too late!" shouted Rido.

"No!" the woman cries. Then the man beside the woman steps in front and fights with Rido.

"Don't you dare take him from me, Haruka!" he growled. He charged at him with full power and then the female sneaked from behind and take the child with her before she vanished with the man.

"Bastards!" growled Rido. He will come back to take the child away from them. He grinned widely.

The man revealed as Haruka and the woman, his wife called Juuri. They saddened due to the fact that their son was lost and they know that the toddler in front of them is not their child but a different entity. The male then began to talk to the boy;

"You may not my child, but you will be treated as my son nonetheless, as Kuran Kaname."

Now I know his true nature. I just cannot believe that the pureblood I know is an ancestor vampire. The pureblood was hiding too many secrets. 'I just cannot believe in playing right into his trap'. I thought. But the child showed too many emotions in his eyes when Haruka said about him being treated as his son even he possessed the dead body. I know if a vampire mother losses her children or mate, they will be driven by madness. So, in order to save her, he combined and tied his life force to the child. . Just like Shizuka if she loses the boy…

The scene changed to the battle of Haruka and Rido in front of a house. The boy he saw changed into a young teenager. The boy looks calm but his eyes full of sadness as he saw Haruka being stabbed and died in his arms. And he slashed Rido apart. He couldn't kill Rido because he said that the boy cannot kill his master who awakens him. The boy gritted his teeth. Haruka asked him to take care of his sister and protect her. He goes back into their home only to found out Juuri sacrificed herself to protect their girl. Zero shocked to see it was Yuuki who being cradled by her bloodied mother. She did not know anything as her memory and of her being vampire was taken from her. Zero heard a faint whisper from the boy;

"I will protect you no matter what cost. You are the only family I had after her."

The scene changes again. This time it was an image of Kaname but in different era. 'I think this was where he as ancestor' thought myself. The boy looked happier with a waist length woman. The woman looked blurring; her face is the only one he cannot see. 'Who was that?' The woman caressing the boy's hair, the darker brown of the boy's hair color was the only difference with the Kaname now. The boy look happier, no malice, and only pure innocent looks he had. His eyes held pure love for the woman in front of him. I felt heartache seeing the scene in front of me. 'Why?'

"What is your name?" she asked him.

"I don't have any name. The one who birthed me leave alone until …-sama found me." The brunet said. "You can give me names. You are the one who saved me. I am forever indebted to you!" he bowed to her.

"Kaname." She suddenly said.

"Huh?" the boy asked quizzically.

"It was the name of my birthplace. It was a nice hometown that I loved, therefore I given you that name." she explained.

"Thank you …-sama!" the boy cheered.

I see a blur after that, indicating another scenery changes and I suddenly heard a woman talked; "Mummy cannot wait to see you two... my sons." As the blur become heavier, I heard another,

"I am sacrificing myself in order to bring peace between us. Humans and vampires! In order to achieve that, I will create a vampire hunter."

"How?" asked one of the villager.

"By giving my blood to all of you, but remember, only those who survive will become a vampire hunter. Do all of you have the courage to do this?" she asked.

"Yes!" most all of the cheered on. The woman then talked again,

"The weapon used for the vampire hunter is the metal ore found in this village and it will be forged together with my heart." The entire villager gasped and one of them said,

"My lady, what will be of your unborn children?"

"Do not worry my dear, I will have someone I choose to bear the soul of my unborn children, but this matter cannot be delayed anymore. Do not grieve on someone lowly as me."

"No, my lady! You have given us the light to fight the servants of other purebloods. We will make sure that your unborn children will be taken good care of." one of the elder spoke. I realize that Kaname right now and the Kaname in that life are the same one, I began to understand that this is the memories of him as the ancestor pureblood and given the fact I already sharing blood with him, I realize that this is the blood bond that I created with him. But the woman in this memory seems familiar to me and I felt the connection between us. The memory began to flare more and I stumble across the scene of the woman talking to someone.

"Kiryuu-kun, I chose you as my unborn children's family. They may not be born in this lifetime, but maybe in the future. But bear in mind that they possess great power within them and the moment I die, I sealed their memory as a pureblood and they will be humans. But if the children are turned, the seal will break slowly and thus they will remember their origin. Please protect them from being turned. I do not want them to suffer the same fate as me as the cursed children. Kiryuu-kun, please promise me..." the woman sobbing and the other female asked,

"Why cursed? It is a blessing …-san!" She said.

"No Kiryuu-kun. In the pureblood family, having twins is cursed because the twins will kill each other for dominance. Long time ago I killed my other half and my mate…"

The scene changed to the woman talking to her own self, "Please, do not tell me you fallen in love with him?" I frowned, because she was talking to no one else except she kept gazing at the slight bump at her stomach.

"Why do you fall in love with Kaname, hmm Zero?"