Her Secret

This was written a while back and it was my first fanfic, I have made a few changes since the original. This is AU as if Ruth never aborted Jay's baby but she still lost her job with Sarah Evans. As they whole thing is already written I shall be updating every day :)

Chapter One

Jay was in a state of depression just about surviving, he could not believe she had dumped her for no reason out of the blue. They were sitting in her flat one day and she just asked him to leave. He never understood it but never questioned it he knew she would just push him away.

'Can you believe her? She wouldn't even chip in for a birthday present for him! I knew things were bad between them but come on!' Noel grumbled to Big Mac.

As soon as Ruth approached her colleagues they all pretended to be busy, they were gossiping about her as usual but she didn't care what they thought of her she was better off alone, that's how she liked it.

It was Jay's birthday in a few weeks and everybody was chipping in for a present for him but Ruth had refused, they all assumed it was because she wasn't talking to him since they broke up but secretly she was planning something of her own...

Jay was none the wiser about anything people were planning, if he was honest he didn't care he just wanted his shift to be over so he could leave the ED and he wouldn't have to look at her face, it hurt too much for him.

Meanwhile Ruth was just as eager for her shift to be over, she never thought this thought would cross her mind but she couldn't wait to go shopping. The cold, frosty Dr Ruth Winters actually wanted to go shopping.

When her shift was finished she practically run out the door, not wanting to be questioned by anybody. As the young doctor went into the department shop, to get the perfect present, she headed straight to the Home department. However she got sidetracked and ended up in the Children's wear department, looking at baby clothes. All she could think was what was she doing she should be focused on her career right now not thinking about a baby, her baby, her and Jay's baby. One which her knew nothing about, but he wouldn't want to. Why would he want to be stuck with her. In a bid to cheer herself up she allowed herself to have a look at some baby essential, something she would need but in typical Ruth fashion she was being practical and refused to look at anything gender specific.

By the time she left the shop she left the shop she was £500 lighter and 7 bags heavier and had to find somebody to cover her shift on Tuesday so she could be in for the delivery man. The only thing she was think about was how she was going to tell him. That where the birthday present came in...

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