PROLOGUE: Walking close by my house on the trail that sifts into the green mossy woods. I heard leaves crunch and mud splosh as I trampled through it with my old yellow rain boots. Just as I passed by the old broken down cedar tree the rain had escaped my hood had fallen on my cheek, down to my chin, to the hollow of my throat. I halted my foot steps, I pulled by hood off, not careing that I might get wet and looked up. You could'nt see the sky, all you saw was the tree tops, green, wet, and sofficating. But, i guess you didnt need to see the sky to know how it looks, because it was predictable, Forks, Washington was predictable.
Mabey everything in life was predictable. Mabye this is how it was suppose to be. Dreary, unplesant, nothing significant. There are no happy endings. I know, just false hopes and terrible break ups. My world now is a gray omipresent setting, for three months this is how its been. No beams of sunlight, no faith that he might come back, just existing. I find myself just going through the daily routnes, every second of my life now is organizes down to the very breath I take. Breathe in, Breathe out. I do this because I feel if I miss calculate one breathe, I'll miscalculate one thought, and then their would be another crack in my wall that I would have to work that much harder on to cover.
Cover. Not fix. You can't fix a damaged soul.
But, I am tired, too tired of living in grey. I want sunlight and hope, I want to have faith again. I am eighteen years old, I should be going to college in the fall. I dont want to stay here any more. I can't. I am stopping now.
I have never had any abilities as far as reading and writing, I trip over air, and I don't like crowds. Taking a much needed moment, I finally realized that I can do what ever the hell I want, weather that's doing something that risks my life or not! I am not going to live for a long lost dream, I am going to make my own, and I be damned to hell if any one or anything is going to stop me.
Hey guys!!! Well this is a prologue to my new story Resoultion; its where Bella tries to move on. She will discover things she never knew about herself. She is still the same old Bella, but with a confidence that has nothing to do with Edward. But because I am a Romance nerd, I want a whole lot a love in this story. This contains jelousy, angst, romance, tragdity, insight, and of course lemon- goodness! please review this is just a little preview to give you a taste, to tickle your senses. Please review! I want your insight, and Ideas in general.
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