Prolog
Edward pov
"Enough talking get out of here leech." And he was off.
I did not move It was so, so unbearable. I had left Bella to move on and she did and she was with the mutt! It was what I wanted, but why the mutt? I couldn't help but feel pity for myself, another first. I had experienced a lot of first ever since Bella came along.
Looked into the distance and I could see Jacob Black climbing in the small bed next to Bella; she looked so peaceful. Seconds later her eyes fluttered open and then snapped shut again. I saw her reposition herself to curve around him like she used to do to me. It pained me to watch this but I could not look away from my Bella, now Jacobs Bella. I could here Jacobs voice change when he was around her.
"If you're trying to pretend, it's too late. I already know you're awake." His voice was quite husky like.
She did not move but as the terrible actress she was you could tell she was awake. He started tickling her and she began to squeal and squirm.
"Okay, okay stop!" Her laughter flowed with the wind.
Then they kissed, which was when I had enough of torturing myself. I jumped of the tree and began to run home; I had to get out of here anyways, before they had enough of me and decided to commence war. The trees flying past me reminded me of when Bella use to ride on my back; she would close her eyes and hide herself in the crook of my neck. I shook my head trying to change my thoughts but when ever I closed my eyes I would see her. I would stay here as much as it pained me, maybe she would come back, and maybe Jacob would leave her. The memory of when I left her flashed into my mind, she begged me to stay but I just left. Would Jacob do the same to her?
I was a quarter way home when I finally realized my attempts to avoid anything that might remind me of her were useless because everything reminded me of her. Once I turned the last corner I could see Alice waiting for me, I ignored her as I had for the past few months. I walked threw the front door and saw Esme cleaning the floor which was covered in glass, she looked scared but I ignored her as well and went upstairs to my room. I opened the door and slammed it behind me. That's when I noticed the bed that I bought for her was still there. I went to the side of the bed and glided my fingers across the edge. My fingers hit the cold hard metal and I flinched away, it reminded me to much of what I am. I sat on the bottom right corner and put my head in my hands. This was much worse then when I was in Italy and I did not know how much more I could take. If I did snap what would I do? Killing rampage? Go to Italy and anger the Volturi? Commence war against werewolves and vampires? Or just kill Jacob? I did not know but I would try not to do these things, all that matters is keeping her happy.