Title: "No Regrets, Just Love"
Chapter: One: "Introduction"
Author: StJimmyHasSinned

A/N: I'm really disappointed in myself for coming up with this idea…But hey, I just got grounded for the first time since like middle school, so I'll have a lot more time on my hands to write. This was one of those in-the-shower thoughts that somehow just happen. To make a long story short- I only started watching Glee at the beginning of season two, so I had to go back and watch season one to make up for everything I missed. The only problem: I got bored with season one and stopped watching, so there's this huge chunk of the first season I never watched. But since Kurt is my favorite character and I heard about this episode where he pretended to be straight, I had to go watch it immediately! And this idea was then born…

Also, this plot is sort of a mixture of both seasons. It's about two years after Kurt pretends to be straight…around the same time he first meets Blaine.

Warnings: Slash- so if you don't like it, don't read/review. Pregnancy- not that that's bad, but I'm being safe here. And if the thought filling most of your minds right now is "Mpreg?" you're wrong, sorry! (But there will be a bit of sexual content, considering there's a pregnancy involved.)

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Glee or any of the characters. I am, in no way, making a profit from this; it's all for entertainment purposes only.

"Your turn…Now what?" Kurt asked nervously. This meeting with his boyfriend-to-be was turning more into an interrogation than a friendly conversation. Although, he had to admit, the breadsticks were more than satisfying.

The older, slightly shorter boy across the table thought to himself for a minute. "Tell me…a secret."

Kurt raised an eyebrow. "And by that you mean…?" he begun, waiting for a response. This thing, this conversation-like ice-breaker which was really just asking and answering questions back and forth, was starting to overwhelm Kurt. But he didn't complain, because deep down he liked the thrill of it all.

"Okay, well…Don't tell me some deep, dark secret," Blaine started. "Tell me something more along the lines of…interesting. Tell me something that a lot of people know about you, yet something you wouldn't usually jump up to tell someone you're looking to have a relationship with."

Kurt took a moment to take all that in. He raised his head in thought, and after a few moments, came up with something he could share with the curly-haired boy. He shed a smile as he spoke, "I came up with the perfect thing."

Blaine too let out a satisfied smirked at that.

"The problem…I'm not really sure I want to share it with you."

"Oh?" Blaine asked, the smile suddenly fading away as quickly as it came. "The problem is…?"

"Well, I think it just might be too personal…too blunt. Or maybe it's just the fact that yes, I do plan on making you my boyfriend sooner or later, and being this straightforward might ruin that."

Blaine wouldn't admit it, but he was taken aback by Kurt's boldness. "Okay, well, I'll share something with you as well. Just…no judging please?"

Kurt chuckled. "You have my word. Trust me; I'm in no place to judge."

"Good, because neither am I. Anyway, I…suffer from depression."

Kurt was actually shocked by Blaine's confession, but appreciated that Blaine trusted him enough to tell him that…And he decided that he should do the same. Gulp. "I…um…I'm sort of…a parent…"

It was evident that Blaine was stunned, but he didn't make it look too eyes-out-of-socket shocked, afraid of seeming judge-y…afraid of making Kurt regret telling him…afraid of fucking everything up. "You…You are? You're like…a…biological parent?" he asked.

Kurt sighed. "Yes. I have a year-old girl named Bella, and even though I screwed up big time…I am pro-life…I just couldn't…even though I'm gay…I…I-"

"Kurt…Kurt…It's okay…It's fine," Blaine assured him, which he knew he had to or Kurt surely would have kept rambling about nonsense.

Kurt tried to calm himself, taking deep breaths. Oh, how could he have embarrassed himself so badly in front of Blaine?

"I know it's your turn but, mind if I ask another question?"

The younger boy sighed and replied, "Go for it" without even bothering to look up. Kurt felt dirty. He felt like absolute dirt.

"Who's the mother?"

Another sigh from Kurt. "This is going to make it sound even worse…"

Blaine rolled his eyes. "Kurt…look up, please."

Kurt did as he was told, locking eyes with Blaine Anderson- this boy who was interested in have a relationship with him. A real, legitimate relationship with Kurt Hummel. Kurt was convinced this guy would never come. And here he was, sitting right before him, taking him on a pre-relationship date to Breadsticks.

But now that's all over, thanks to this one stupid confession.

"You don't need to tell me who the mother is. You don't need to tell me anything you're not comfortable with. But we already agreed not to judge, so don't feel embarrassed to say anything."

Kurt couldn't help but smile at that. This boy was just…perfect in every way, far more than himself. "She's this dumb, ditzy, blonde, popular cheerleader."

Blaine nodded his head slowly. "And I'm guessing this happened before you knew you were gay, or before you came out…?"

Kurt laughed lightly once again. "Oh, no, I knew perfectly well I was gay, and so did everyone else. Even though my dad was fine with this, I started to get paranoid that he really wasn't. So, I put on these ridiculous clothes and acted more masculine than usual, hoping to trick myself and the school that I was, indeed, straight. Then this cheerleader from glee club, who never talked to me once before, asked if I wanted to hook up…" He paused. "I think you can piece it together from there."

Yes, Blaine could easily figure out the rest of the story, but he was interested in what Kurt was saying. "Then what?"

"Then after we did the deed, which I didn't enjoy one bit, I talked with my dad about everything. He assured me that I shouldn't worry about anything, so I went back to my normal self. Everything was normal once again, or so I thought…"

"Did you use protection?"

"Well, the school slut got impregnated by a gay guy who knows nothing about anything intimate. What do you think?"

"Okay, moving on…" Blaine said. "Ask a new question- it's your turn."

Their conversation continued, but Kurt still couldn't help but have a bad feeling in his gut about what had just gone down. Kurt really liked Blaine, but would Blaine return the feelings about their deep conversation? Kurt tried to seem bold, to impress his potential boyfriend, but now all his insecurities just came out. How did Blaine feel about him now?

A/N: Reviews make the world go 'round! Hope you're enjoying so far. Expect chapter two shortly. :D