hatred and pain

by Razerface

After Zoe hurt herself for the first time, because she doesn't want to see that she's a lesbian, she sees self harm more and more as a valve to leave her stress and sadness out. But her secret is threatening to be revealed, as Grace is worried about Zoe because she is going on distance, and so she kept her eye on it.

1. Prolog

Hello guys! First of all, i am german and just thirteen so please excuse my terrible english. This is a Project from me to practise english for being better in school, so I hope you guys enjoy my fanfiction, and that my english is not that terrible at all XD

-Zoe's view —
Every time I pull a razor through my skin, I feel relief. Of course it hurts. But that's exactly why I do it.
Also, when I held my arm over a burning candle, I feel relieved of stress.
I don't know why that is. But what I know for sure is that I'm not a lesbian! And what I also know is that I come across every person who is important to me.
I just hate myself so much! Hurting myself is the only way to get me off the idea of doing something worse. And who cares if I hurt myself? No one accepts me as I am anyway.

I hate myself so much…