Alexis' Life List
Cameron told me that I should write a list of things that I want to do and accomplish before I die. So this is my attempt. I think I'll start with the things I've already done. I should have enough time since Kristina is asleep for the night and my insomnia doesn't appear to be going away anytime soon.
Things I've Accomplished (For better or worse)
Found out who I really am ... a Cassadine
Survived bording school
Escaped Helena's trechorous claws
Became sucessful lawyer
Lived all over the world
Became mobster's attorney... wait "alledged" mobster's attorney
"Married" Jax... divorced Jax
Left Ned at altar
Became Sonny's best friend
Opened up to Sonny
Found my sister
Slept with Sonny... became pregnant
Pushed Sonny away
Led Sonny to believe Ned was father
Secret killed Kristina... blamed Sonny
Ran for DA
Gave birth to Kristina Adella
Killed Alcazar... faked mental illness and got away with it
Lost Kristina for 6 months
Got Kristina back from Quartermanes
Wow... I've never realized how much I've done until I wrote it down. This isn't everything but you get the jist of it. And now for the stuff I want to do"
Spend more time with my baby
Tell Sonny about Kristina
Go to Disney World
Show Kristina where she came from
Go back to Puerto Rico
Go to major sporting event
Teach Kristina the finer things in life
Own a Hummer H2
Skydive
Be a good mom
Have a son
Learn Spanish
Fly a plane
Learn about feng shui (or whatever Kristina was always doing)
Take a vacation
Be happy
and last but not least...
Tell Sonny that I loved him and that I still do and always will
Ok so that list isn't to bad... I think I can manage most of them, but some are definitely harder than the others. I think I'm going to throw away this but then again the last time I wrote a letter it ended up killing my sister. I know... I'll put it in a bottle and throw it into the harbor on my way to Spoon Island..the chances of someone finding it that way are slim to none.
The next morning Alexis was up as usual and got Kristina ready for the ride to Wyndemere.
Aleixs took the boat to the far side of the island and turned the motor off.
"OK Kristina ... here goes nothing and everything at the same time. You know we're screwed if anyone we knew ever finds this. But hopefully by throwing this out there.. the things might come true... well not al of them of course because where your father's concerned nothing will happen because I don't know if I can bring myself to face him and all the lies and ...pain that comes with it... But don't you worry he loves you deep down even if he doesn't know you..." she wipes a tear and looks down at Kristina, who fell asleep listening to her mother ramble. "please let everything just go away." Alexis said as she tossed the Coke bottle as far as she could. She then started the motor and turned back around to visit Nikolas and Emily on the island.