Possibly my smallest, simplest oneshot, but its been feelings I've burned to write out ever since I returned to fanfiction! I've devoted all my time to my favourite fanfiction writing Harry Potter since I returned, but now I'm back to LOST too! (some people might remember me under my old penname xox_emily_xox .. but it has been about 2/3 years!)
I'm heavily Sawyer/Kate so it hurt me to do anything against that.. So I had to throw some in! :D It's sawyer/juliet with equal sawyer/kate, with minor implied jack/kate (and it burnt me inside even to write that tiny amount!) It's my first go at LOST fanfic since I returned so I welcome all reviews/comments/criticisms.. thank you!
As the fragile, broken yet still somehow perfect body slumped still in his arms, Sawyer knew he had lost it all.
Juliet was dead.
Carefully cradling her against his beating chest he kissed her gently on the forehead, closing her eyes with a gentle finger and giving himself a moment to wipe rolling tear from his eye. Pulling himself and his love up from the deep tunnel his mind was racing with only one thought, and when his gaze reached it his expression turned to stone.
Jack.
It was his fault she lay in his arms not standing beside him with the rest of the group, he'd put the idea about the stupid hydrogen bomb into everyone's heads, he'd thrown the damn bomb down. He'd killed her.
His eyes stared with the same endless darkness as his gaze travelled to the next face in the group. Kate. Her long brown curls tumbled down, freckles framing her beautiful face, her green eyes shining with genuine sorrow. He'd loved her, that was sure. She was perhaps, the first woman who had truly taught him what it was like to love, something he would always thank her for, it gave him the happy years he spent with Juliet. His memory flashed with images of Katie, the first kiss in the jungle, her nursing him with his shot wound, the cages, the last time he saw her before he plunged from the helicopter into the ocean below to save her…
He'd loved her, but she'd always been destined for him. He didn't deny the love he and Kate had was intense, burning, and passionate. It had been. But she'd always been meant for Jack. In his anger clouded mind his stare panned back to the doctor, the one he blamed for everything. He'd taken everything. He took his first love, he took Kate. Now he'd taken his second love, he'd killed Juliet.
Each step he took forward he trembled more and more, still holding Juliet with fierce protection as his eyes bore into Jack with unmasked loathing. The doctor stared back, almost as if he knew Sawyer's thoughts and daren't look away. With the final step he took from the tunnel he firmly planted his feet to a standstill, every emotion, every inch of hatred from the doctor who had stolen it all rising to his voice as he spat…
"You did this."
Hope you all liked! Sorry it was short, but it was only intended to be a minor oneshot. As I said before, I welcome all reviews/comments/criticisms.. thank you! x