This is my first story. Hope you Like it. It is about Bella after edward left.
Basically what i did was replace Jacob with Jasper. Please Reveiw. The more you do the more I want to write.
Enjoy.

Ever since he left, I have been very lonely. I do basically nothing. I have been keeping Charlie happy though. I'm doing better at school and cleaning more around the house. I don't want to Charlie to worry but I know he does, I can see it in his eyes. He worries about me more than he should. I can't do any better than I am, I can't concentrate enough because of the hole in my chest. Charlie needs to just relax.

"Bells come here for a minute." he called from the living room. I came inside and sat down. From the look on his face this looks like it will be a long conversation. A very long conversation. When I didn't reply he went ahead with what he was going to say, "Now look I know you don't like to hear his name but," oh, this was a conversation about him. Charlie never brings it up, why now when I thought I could control my feelings, "I was hoping that maybe if I talked to you about it, well that it would help you a little." I was on the verge of tears now, my throat hurt from me trying to hold them back, "then again if you don't want to talk about it…"

"Dad, it still hurts, and no, I don't think I'm ready to talk about him." I got up and ran to my room. I sat there for what seemed forever but, was probably only twenty minutes. Then I heard a knock on the door.

"He was just a boy." my dad said quietly. He didn't understand that it was more than that. He wasn't just a boy. He was a vampire. He was my first and from the way things were going, my only love. I wish I could see him just one more time, just here his voice, feel his lips on mine, I would even settle for just smelling him. He was beautiful and talented in every way. I loved him.

I walked up to the door and opened it swiftly, "Dad, I would like it if you never said anything about him again, thank you."

"But, Bells I can help. I went through this too, with your mom remember. You'll get over it but you need to learn to except help. Bella listen, you can't do this on your own, I had Billy, you need a friend to help you too. Especially if you want except help from me."

I shut the door and went to my bed. As I've done a lot since he's left, I laid down and cried quietly into my pillow. Charlie just didn't understand. He hasn't been through this exact same thing. No matter what he says. I don't need help. I don't even want it. My friends weren't even my friends anymore since he left. Their just people now.

"That's it Bella. I'm calling your mother." he yelled from the hall, "Maybe she'll know what to do with you."

I ran to the door and pushed it open. "No you will not. I am not going home. I've already made that point clear dad."

"Well then what should I do then. You need to help me out a little Bella."

"Leave. Me. Alone." I said a little more harshly than I should have. "That will fix all of our problems." I said with a sarcastic smile. Then I stepped back and slammed my door. I hated doing that to Charlie but, when he says things like that I just have to.

"He's not coming back Bells."

"I know." I whispered.

He left when I said that and I just cried myself to sleep like I did last night. And the night before, and the night before, and the night before…. It all went blank then.

When I woke up it was seven thirty five. Oh no. I'm going to be late. I jumped up and got ready. I grabbed a shirt and pants at random. It was a pair of blue jeans and a blue top. I immediately took the top off when I saw it and put on a purple one. His favorite color on me was blue. I smiled at the thought for a moment , then the whole in my chest ached again so I pushed all thoughts of him to the back of my mind.

I got in my Truck and drove to school. I was exactly on time. I had to run to class though.

I got through the beginning of school and was going to lunch. I got a water and some fruit from the salad bar. I ate in silence as always. Mike sat beside me and Angelina across but it was as if I didn't exist. I don't mind though, that is how I wanted it. I think.

When school was over I went straight to work. Mike was there to welcome me as always. As if he thought I would just snap out of it and come running to him. I sometimes amused myself on a slow day by flirting with him. It made life a little easier when I did that. It was better than flirting with no one I guess.

About an hour later we didn't have any costumers the whole day. I was extremely bored.

"Hey Mike." I said. I decided that it was time to say hi.

"Hey," he said with a big smile.

"You look good today. Are you doing something new with your hair." I said leaning on the counter twirling a free piece of my hair with my fingers.

He blushed, "Well actually, I didn't think anyone would notice. I dyed it blonder last night. Took out the brown roots you know."

"Well, it looks good." well that was interesting. He dyes his hair. He might be gay after all.

"Thanks, you don't look so bad yourself. You know you haven't worn that blue shirt in a while. It looked great on you, really showed off your…" Mike's mom walked in that second. It might have been funny if he was going to say what I thought he was if it wasn't about that one shirt. He loved that shirt. Now my heart ached. I wanted to go home.

Before I started to cry I said, "Mrs. Newton, can I go home. It's really slow today."

"Oh, of coarse honey. I have to talk to mike anyways." she said while glaring at him.

As I walked to the door I heard her say, "It really showed off her what?" she asked Mike like she was on the verge of yelling.

I walked out the door before I could hear his lame excuses. I didn't really care all that much. I drove off crying. When my eyes were so watery I couldn't see the road I pulled over at a gas station. I cried it out there.

I was there for about an hour and still was crying. I decided to get out and call Charlie. I went straight out to the pay phone getting soaked in the process. Then when I looked in my wallet I had no change. I went inside. I picked up some eye drops so when I got home Charlie wouldn't see my red eyes. I picked up a bottle of diet coke for the ride home.

I walked up to the cashier. There was no line so I walked straight up to the front and there I saw Eric, of all people.

"Bella?"

"Hi to you too Eric." I said and he gasped. I guess I should talk more often.

"Um, well there's a voice I haven't heard in a while. What's been up with you lately?"

"Cooking, cleaning, working, eating, sleeping, and that's about it." Oh, yeah I forgot crying.

"Oh, well." then he actually looked into my eyes, "Hey, Bella are you all right?"

"Yeah, yeah. I'm fine. I was just upset about something. Why are you working here?" I changed the subject quickly. I didn't like the way that one was going.

"Oh, well I just kind of found it. There aren't many places around here to work and I need some spare cash."

"Oh really?" I asked.

"Yeah." he said. I was hoping he'd say what for.

"Well are you saving up to buy something."

"Oh, yeah. Otherwise I wouldn't have taken a second look at that Help Wanted sign."

Now I would have to straight out ask him. "What are you saving up for?"

"Well I want a i-phone and/or a new laptop. I already have half of it saved up so I'm just waiting you know. When I get the money you'll bet I will quit. Don't tell my boss though he might fire me." he laughed. No matter how much pain I was in his dorky laugh made me laugh too.

"Well you look better than you did at school today." he said.

"Yeah, I feel a little better too."

"Good for you." there was a line behind me now. The person right behind me was tapping her stilettos to make a point.

"Oh," we both said when we saw it.

"Well I guess you got to go now." he said after I bought my stuff and got my change to call Charlie.

"Yeah, bye Eric."

"See ya round Bella." he sighed.

"Teenagers." the women behind me mumbled.

I blushed because I know what she was thinking about us. I walked outside, bag in hand, and called Charlie.

It rang once, then, "Bella where the hell are you?" Charlie said from the other line.

"Well I got held up at work, then came to the gas station to call you. Went inside to get some change and a drink, then started talking to someone." Most of it was true anyways.

"Oh," he sounded pleased that I was talking to someone.

"Yeah well I think I'm about to head home so bye,"

"Bye." he said and hung up.

I walked up to my truck. I dropped my bag.

"Oh, shit." I said and leaned down to pick it up.

When I looked up I couldn't believe what I saw. I couldn't believe who was sitting inside the cab of my car. "You know Bella, it's not going to help if you use swear words. It will only make it worse. You remind me of Emmett in that way. Always cussing. Oh, well you'll fix that over time."

"Jas…asp…per?" I stuttered.

"Hi, Bella." he said and I calmed down.

"What are you doing here?"

"Well, it's a long story. I'll explain on the way to your house. Get in the car Bella. We need to talk."

I just couldn't believe it. They were back, or where they?

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Ivy.