Living Life: Now that I'm free

Hey this is my first fanfic. I've had this on my head in forever before I even heard of fanfic. I love Jacob and I want him to have a happy ending and Renesmee is a fab option for him. I am looking for a beta help me come in contact with one by reviewing.

I just want to say: I am not Stephanie Meyer and own none of her characters. I do own the pack kiddies , Some other new ones that you'll about in later chapters, and the plot is all mine. This stories was started in September/October forgot exactly when.

I can't believe that today is finally here I thought. I had a mixture of feelings with the idea of ending this chapter of my life. Happy because that at list I haven't kill anyone of my classmates or teachers and believe me I wanted too. My high school graduation. Though am kinder young am only 11 years old. But my brain and body thinks and works as a 18 or 19 year old. And here i was in a red and golden rope waiting for life to begin.

Standing by the stage with all the other seniors playing with a look of my bronze hair. I was trying keep me distracted from my burning throat from the insane blood thirst. I was use to the scent of all my fellow students and teachers.

But I was in a room with their siblings and friend and family. The high school gym of my family's new home in North Dakota was a little crampt. All those humans in one place this was new, but somehow i was happy.

I thought of how long it took to pursed my father to let me go to public school. Oh it wasn't just me that tried, Aunt Ali, Aunt Rose and grandma Esme all went before me with no luck. I had to use my secret webbed the one person in the world my father can't say no to. My mother the soul reason off his existents so to say my. Mom and dad locked them self into their room and both came out with huge grins on their faces. Ewe. I don't even want to think about what they were doing.

But my father mood was a lot better and had a reluctant yes. So the last four years I attended Belgrade high my sophomore year Rose Em and Jazz graduation. And my junior year mum and dad and aunt Ali graduation.

So there was one me principle Wells had just given Mark Bristow his diploma. B that means it's almost time i let my eyes wanderer through the audience to where my parents sad. Dr. Carlisle and Mrs. Cullen okay well there not my parents obviously. But for all intends and purpose there are. My real parents are at ' Yale ' but right now there close watching me.

I can smell with the rest of my family but the strongest smell is Jacob's. My Jacob he is probably in his wolf form he smells much better in his human form. Jacob is well my boyfriend that's not the right word but destiny and love of my life or my existents seams so useless. When Jake use them in every other sentence.

I remember the day it happen our first kiss i like to think about when I'm nervous cause Jacob is the only reason i don't kill everyone right this minute. I don't want to him to think of me as a bloodsucker that's why i every since we started dating. I slowly given up blood only drink it once of month.

I was completely lost in thought, when one of the girls behind me, Linda i think her name was bump in to me. Her long blond her right next to my nose it cut only take me on second to snap her neck and drink her dry. My throat burning i started to glare at her i was just about to jump. When my grandfather nodded at me. I knew what that meant father had probably read my thoughts and signed grandpa i quickly turn around. Jacob Jacob Jacob first kiss first kiss

I was doing home work at home my entire family had gone hunting. I and i was being 'babysitter' by Jacob. I didn't know what it was but i was falling for him. My felling always change for Jacob first he was my brother then my best friend i cut tell him everything. Though i knew i wasn't his that spot had always undeniably belong to my mother.

But now when am 10 physically 17 my feelings change i look at him in a whole new way. I had ask Jacob to help my with my math homework. I mentally laugh at hat me needing help with homework i had already learn all this. needing help was absurd and then with Jacob that barely gradtiotet himself. but i got to say he's good there where only a few times i had too mentally correct him. I loved the huge grind he made every time i said "ahh'' and "now i remember" it just got bigger.

"and you suppose to be Edward's daughter." he said his grind only getting bigger i knew that he was only teasing so i shot back with a.

"i must take after my mother " i said i smile breaking across my face

"You shore do-o."

his lips moving perfect even making his lips strut at do. i thought about how it would be having his lips move synchronized with mine i had fantasies about it a lot lately.

"Jacob have you ever been in love." i asked out of morbid curries no not morbid i want to know now. but how can formally this right since he's but my Jacob not yet at list. "i mean like tinkle in your stomach you can't breathe around and you fantasies about the person al the time." I said almost rushing the words out.

"Yes" he said the grind slowly desperate good i thought maybe this might work.

"So back to math" now the grind was gone and he was al tends.

"oh am sorry" i grabt the back of his head and started to play with it his long black hair. it was so beautiful he put it up in a ponytail my favorite look on him. " i didn't mean to upset you."

"you didn't upset me it just i have had that feeling."

"who" i asked hesitantly. i didn't want to know that my Jacob cut be someone else Jacob. someone I didn't know maybe she was human that was what he deserve not me a freak a half a cold one. i was so lost in thought that i was surprised by his next words.

"You" his face expression was soft now.

"me how" i was totally confused now.

"have i ever told about imprinting." imprinting what the hell is that and why would he bring it up was he trying to tutor. i had no control of what my mouth was saying

"no what is it."

"its something wolfs do when they meet there soul mate." yes i he was defensibly trying to tutor me.

"soul mate so have you imprinted" I asked eagerly.

"yes i did. Argh. i should probley tell you but how." no i have lost i have lost my Jacob should probly call him her Jacob. if he had imprinted why was he not with her.

"who is she" i said much harsher then i wanted to wait he said me he had that feeling with me cut I be his soul mate.

"Nessie give me a moment" he was breathing heavily. he finally look up at me "i imprinted 10 years ago." 10 years ago what does he mean by that i didn't get a chance to finish my train of thought when he finish his sentence. "on September 10th."

"Wait isn't that my birth..."

"yes" he said interrupting me he slowly and eyeing me closely while he said to monitor my reaction " i...imprinted... on...you"

When he said you i had a mixture of feelings at this point

Stupid

Relived

Glad

Happy

trilled

i put my right arm up to his face and showed him all this he smiled. and kissed my parms then my left around his neck. and i moved my face closer to his to a point where we were only 3 inches' from i each other's faces.

"nessie" he whispered and i

"sh'd." him i waited for him to push me away but he didn't and i moved closer to him Jacob leaned forward and our lips brushed. My senses went into overdrive. This was a feeling I had never experienced before. I had felt Jacob's lips, but not like this. He kissed my bottom lip very softly.

His lips were dry and warm and I felt like I gone to heaven in the same instant. I could have stayed like that, unmoving all night but Jacob just pulled gently away and back to look at me.

"Renesmee Masen"

it broke my train of thought.

i smiled and when up of the five step stairs to except my first in hopefully many high school diplomas i took slow steps across the stage and shook principle Wells hand.