I Can't Catch You
Sorry that it took me so long to write this. I've been hard at work on all my other stories i.e. Random Gundam Wing Insanity 2 and an entire series of song fics. Enough apologies there. I don't own GW. I don't own this song. Yada yada yada. On with the fic!
I guess you could say
I'm a little afraid
What if you go away
I've seen it before
I've been here before
Relena felt like her heart was being ripped in two. Heero was leaving again, and she couldn't shake the feeling of dread that he wouldn't return. "So, you're leaving again?"
"I have to."
If I have to love myself
Tell me how to love myself
What's there to love about myself
I just want to see
That as a person you want me
She slammed her hand down on the table. "Don't I mean anything to you?" He looked over at her.
"You're the queen of the world. You mean the same to me as to everybody else."
"Forget what I am. Do I mean anything to you as a person?" He walked past her without answering.
But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way
And I'm thinking you're just gonna run away
And I can't catch you
Why do I have to rule the world? Is that why you won't love me? She ran after him. Please don't run away from me.
I guess I would say
That I want you to stay
Cause you have this strange knack
Adds a glow to my black
As you chase it all away
He jumped up on the pull-cord to his gundam. She caught him before he began his ascent. "Stay, please?"
He leaned down towards her. Her breath caught in her throat. "It would never work," he told her quietly. "Queens don't fall in love with soldiers." But his eyes said something different. They burned with regret.
And I hope that you can see
I will someday leave these things
I am waiting to be free
Relena sighed as he took off. Then I don't want to be a queen anymore. Once I'm free, we can be together.
But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way
And I'm thinking you're just gonna run away
And I can't catch you
Oh I want to catch you
I'll stay here for now. I'm not ready to follow you…yet.
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