A/N just a short story for now. I don't know if I should continue this one.
Some people asked me why I didn't write anymore. I just forget I had a
login I think.
I enjoyed myself with reading all those fantastic fanfics on the net.
And this afternoon something of an idea struck me and I wrote this.
Because I write whenever I have an urge to write.
Or when some lovely people review my two short stories. That touches me, so
thank you all for reviewing!
This one is dedicated to: Goldstranger, Deichtine, Vampire – Jesse, Jenn11,
Thir13enGhosts – elemental, Laily and Nightdweller.
One kiss
Promise me that you will kiss me when I die. Be there. Cause I don't want to die alone.
I feel nothing but pain. Everywhere. I can't keep standing anymore. I don't have the strength for it. I had a couple of minutes before. Or seconds for that matter. Time doesn't matter anymore. Not now.
Suddenly I feel the cold of the ground under my cheek. Raindrops fall around me but I don't care anymore.
Because she doesn't move. She just stands there. She doesn't walk away, but she won't come closer either. "Please." I want to say, to beg. But the words are gone. So are my tears. But the pain stays.
She kissed me the day before. It was a quick but sweet kiss. Oh, how it said so much too me. More than she could say with words. I could literally feel her love flowing trough my lips with that kiss. Immediately it had hit my heart, my soul. And I knew we would love each other forever.
But now she just looks at me. A few feet away, but it feels like she is unreachable. I want to kiss her one more time. Doesn't she want to kiss me? I love her so much. Doesn't she love me? Did she ever love me?
I try to turn my head and our eyes met. She opens her mouth like she wants to say something. But there are no words. She looks terrified. Or shocked? Maybe both. I want to hold her, kiss her and tell her how much I love her. But she doesn't come closer.
I love her so much. So please Lexa, kiss me one more time. Because I can't promise there will be a next time.
Her eyes are wide open en it is like she is going to cry anytime soon. Why cry? I want to tell her. You can still kiss me one more time. One more time. Will you cry for my love forever when I won't come back? Would you regret not kissing me?
And suddenly I hear a whisper. It is so close I can feel the warm breath on my cold skin. "Jesse..." I feel relieved that she has come closer. I open my eyes again. I didn't even realise they were closed. I want to cry. How I long for one last kiss. Because I don't want to die alone.
"Why wouldn't you kiss me this day?" Another soft whisper again.
And this time I cry silent tears.
I left you alone this day. I thought you knew how much I loved you after your kiss in the morning of yesterday. Mistake number one. I thought there would be another day to kiss you. Mistake number two.
And now I regret not kissing you today. I told you everyday how much I loved you. But not this day. But still I am wondering why you won't touch me, because I am slipping away. A new pain is here. A pain in my heart like I have never felt before.
You don't kiss me now and I can never kiss you again.
I will cry for that forever Lexa. I will.
A/N2 Shall I continue or not? Please let me know what you thought of this. It is still written without a beta. I am sorry for that. But hopefully a friend of mine will beta me in (eventual) future stories.
One kiss
Promise me that you will kiss me when I die. Be there. Cause I don't want to die alone.
I feel nothing but pain. Everywhere. I can't keep standing anymore. I don't have the strength for it. I had a couple of minutes before. Or seconds for that matter. Time doesn't matter anymore. Not now.
Suddenly I feel the cold of the ground under my cheek. Raindrops fall around me but I don't care anymore.
Because she doesn't move. She just stands there. She doesn't walk away, but she won't come closer either. "Please." I want to say, to beg. But the words are gone. So are my tears. But the pain stays.
She kissed me the day before. It was a quick but sweet kiss. Oh, how it said so much too me. More than she could say with words. I could literally feel her love flowing trough my lips with that kiss. Immediately it had hit my heart, my soul. And I knew we would love each other forever.
But now she just looks at me. A few feet away, but it feels like she is unreachable. I want to kiss her one more time. Doesn't she want to kiss me? I love her so much. Doesn't she love me? Did she ever love me?
I try to turn my head and our eyes met. She opens her mouth like she wants to say something. But there are no words. She looks terrified. Or shocked? Maybe both. I want to hold her, kiss her and tell her how much I love her. But she doesn't come closer.
I love her so much. So please Lexa, kiss me one more time. Because I can't promise there will be a next time.
Her eyes are wide open en it is like she is going to cry anytime soon. Why cry? I want to tell her. You can still kiss me one more time. One more time. Will you cry for my love forever when I won't come back? Would you regret not kissing me?
And suddenly I hear a whisper. It is so close I can feel the warm breath on my cold skin. "Jesse..." I feel relieved that she has come closer. I open my eyes again. I didn't even realise they were closed. I want to cry. How I long for one last kiss. Because I don't want to die alone.
"Why wouldn't you kiss me this day?" Another soft whisper again.
And this time I cry silent tears.
I left you alone this day. I thought you knew how much I loved you after your kiss in the morning of yesterday. Mistake number one. I thought there would be another day to kiss you. Mistake number two.
And now I regret not kissing you today. I told you everyday how much I loved you. But not this day. But still I am wondering why you won't touch me, because I am slipping away. A new pain is here. A pain in my heart like I have never felt before.
You don't kiss me now and I can never kiss you again.
I will cry for that forever Lexa. I will.
A/N2 Shall I continue or not? Please let me know what you thought of this. It is still written without a beta. I am sorry for that. But hopefully a friend of mine will beta me in (eventual) future stories.