Disclaimer: I don't own Star Wars, and this is based off of Shanesnest's fic The Rise and Fall of Kyle Katarn
A/N: A kind of angsty fic about Jan's feelings for Kyle while she confronts Blaze. I hope you enjoy.
I Hardly Know Him At All
I guess you can say I met him when he attacked my base.
He was an Imperial, yet he stared at me. I stared back.
But I hardly know him at all.
I found out later his name and who his father was.
That was when I showed him the truth.
But I hardly know him at all.
He left with me and my team and decided to fight for us.
I don't think I have ever seen a braver man.
But I hardly know him at all.
Our first mission together was to steal the Death Star plans.
I was terrified when I couldn't find him at first.
But I hardly know him at all.
His Imperial training is written on his face,
Sometimes he shows his more ruthless side.
But I hardly know him at all.
Despite his Imperial ways, I know he has a good heart.
He shows it in his friendships.
But I hardly know him at all.
He doesn't like people to fight his battles for him.
Sometimes I wish that he would listen more.
But I hardly know him at all.
He's one of best Operatives I have ever seen.
Don't tell him I said that
But I hardly know him at all.
Every time I look into his eyes I shiver inside.
It's like they can see straight to my soul.
But I hardly know him at all.
He is always intent on his responsibilities,
His hands are skillful as well as strong.
But I hardly know him at all.
He can be a very modest guy, especially when I'm around,
Yet he is always willing to share.
But I hardly know him at all.
He has got to be the most stubborn man alive,
I hate it when he says things about me that I know are right.
But I hardly know him at all.
I hate it how he has gotten under my skin,
What worries me more is that he'll get into my heart.
But I hardly know him at all.
I can't stop thinking about him,
It's driving me crazy
But I hardly know him at all.
I don't trust you,
Especially around him,
But I hardly know him at all.
He thinks I'm jealous, I'm not
Well, I hope I'm not,
But I hardly know him at all.
Me heart jumps when I'm around him,
Could this be love?
But I hardly know him at all.
There are things that I want most in this galaxy,
What I want is for him to look at me like he does you
But I hardly know him at all.
Will he ever talk to me like he used to again,
Or have you replaced me?
I hardly know him at all.
I'm never going to tell him about how I feel,
It would be impossible
I hardly know him at all.
I know you have already won his favor,
I can't compete with you at all.
Please just take his heart now
That way he can never see my pain.
I wish he would care,
I wish he could see,
But he can't,
Besides, I hardly know him at all.
A/N: Good? Bad? Tell me please.