Lost in the dark

A Inuyasha Sesshomaru fan fiction

Rated M

I make no money I do not own the character I am simply using them. Rated M for a reason. There will a few lemon sense but there will be some chapters that are to sorrow filled for some readers.

A romance fan fiction with fluff and anguish.

Summary

It's mating season again, Inuyasha hates this. Every year he hopes for someone to claim him as their mate. Who could ever love a half breed hanyou? The one he truly wishes to love his is the one who hates him so much. His brother Lord Sesshomaru. Depression soon seeps in as Inuyasha spends more time alone. As for Kagome she left back to the mortal world after Naraku was defeated. The rest of the group left him alone. To fend for himself again just like his childhood.

Chapter one: Rain of tears

INUYASHA POV

Again alone always alone. Nobody is here with me yet again. I lay here cold wet and sad. Crying to myself as the mating season comes. Knowing full well nobody will ever love me. Nobody will claim me. Nobody loves an ugly disgusting freak of nature hanyou. I question the very purpose of my existence. If nobody was going to love me, To care for me and I have no purpose for anyone why am I living? Am I a waste nothing but a disgrace to the world? To my family and my brother. The one I want love from the most. I wish he would just kill me put me out of my misery. "crack" Who's there! I begin to get my hopes up think it will be my mate. Nobody is there only the sent of someone all to familiar.

Sesshomaru's POV

There he is laying on a rock. Cold wet and crying to himself. I hear him belittle himself. I hear him wish I would kill him. Every second my heart begins to break. Why how could I feel anything for him. I thought I hated him but today that all changed. I feel this this feeling of warmth in my chest when I see him. I feel this horrible pain in my heart when he cries. Why why do I feel these feelings for him, He is nothing but a filthy hanyou a mistake made by my father right? Does he really deserve this kind of suffering just for being born? I am the great lord Sesshomaru I should not have to put up with such a feeling. How dare this hanyou make me feel like this? I question why I let him do this. No no this wont do I refuse to let him disgrace my family further by being a homeless wet hanyou. He shall live in my castle only so his disgraceful acts wont be seen by those. It's not because I care for him it's just to stop this disgrace to my family. It's settled as soon as he sleeps I will transport him to my castle and keep him in his quarters. Soon Inuyasha feel asleep. Sesshomaru surround him and his hanyou in bright white light taking them to his castle.

INUYASHA POV

I slowly drifted into sleep my eyes swollen from all the crying hoping I would not wake up to another day of sorrow. Damn you Sesshomaru why could you not just love me? Why you arrogant bastard could you just love me for once! I was so angry before sleep caught up with me. The last thing I smelled was him. The last thing I heard was a swoosh and the last thing I saw was a flash of white light.

So what did you think? I know this chapter is short I will have longer chapters soon. The longest chapter I may do at a time is maybe two to three pages. Teehee there so cute. This story will 50-65 chapters long. Please comment! I need them as well as any ideas. Also I need a beta reader. Email me at if you can.