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Questions

Taub

Why did he do it?

That was the thought that kept reverberating through his head. Hadn't he told Kutner what suicide, even attempted suicide, did to those that loved you? Didn't he think he was loved?

As Taub stared ahead, seeing nothing, all he could think about was the young man who he had grown to love. He loved him like a brother, a true brother in arms who weathered House's barbs with a smile on his face and a tenacity to rival their boss' own. It had taken him until now to realize it and that made the pain even sharper.

When the grief counselor asked him to write out his feelings, then he could tell the truth. He missed Kutner.