So This is my first story ever. I'm really hyped about it and I worked on this for 2 days now, the idea came to me while I was listening to a song. I'm really sorry if anybody else has a similar story, but I haven't read ever single story on FanFiction. I think I'm going to die if 5th of january doesn't come faster. I Hope you like my story

Disclaimer: I don't own TVD or any of it's characters. I don't even own a laptop.

Enjoy!

Prolouge-Emptiness, Darkness & Silence

It is our choices that show what we truly are,
far more than our abilities.
~Albus Dumbledore
Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets

I was trapped, no way out. How could I let him win and take everything I loved away from me?
The worst thing is that it was all my fault. I shouldn't have involved them. Always the weak little human that can't take care of herself, the one that never can leave people alone.

I really miss him, more than anything.

All the things I never said, what I didn't do. The list goes on and on.

So here I was returning to where it all happened. Maybe this was a bad idea. I can't turn back now it wouldn't be fair to them.

I still remember all their faces as he tore them apart on by one. Both emotionally and physically. Why didn't he let me go with them to? It would've made it so much easier for me. Now I'm being really selfish, but I can't help to think.

Why me?

Is there something I did?

I would do anything to have them back, all smiling and happy. Of course that would never happen so keep dreaming. The strange thing is it feels to me like they're still here.

Its official I've gone mad.

Well it's just a matter of time before I will start talking to walls. I don't know what's worse, the thought of never hearing them again or the never ending emptiness.

Darkness.

I deserve nothing better; if I haven't tried they'd still be here.

Silence.

Nothing, not even the wind against the leaves. Only silence.

A year. It still feels like yesterday. I just can't believe it has already been a year. It just proves that I don't care enough to come back. I regret it every day, but I just can't stand the thought of moving on in the same town, hell even the same house.

I just can't.

What is wrong with me? Now I can't think of them either!

My fate has already been sealed; forever alone.

For God's sake did he change me so that I could live with this for all eternity? Even if he hadn't changed me I would still regret it just as bad, just it would end. I would eventually die. But now I can't even do that.

Hurt.

While I'm walking to the spot where it all happened, I feel my knees go weak. And I fall to the ground. I can't take it, there's just way to much memories. While I sit there I can hear something in the never ending silence.
A voice? No, it couldn't be.

He's dead. I saw it with my own eyes. Great, now I'm hearing voices to?

I gather all my strength to stand up and run as fast as I can away from that place.

Of course with my coordination I don't come far before it trip over something, probably my own feet.

As I lay there on the ground. I hear somebody catching up with me.

Whoever it is just stands there.

I continue to lie there face down, not daring to look up.

I can smell him, no it can't be.

Just my imagination, since there is really nobody there I look up and….

"Elena" I hear him say.

Damon?

So what do you think? To much? To obvious? Just enough?
Please leave a review, I would really appreciate it.
~Vickie