Chapter 1

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'The anger within'

She sat in the car, sitting next to the 'man' she loved. She knew she should be happy but the look on the immortal Doctor's face made her heart break, She was happy but she felt guilty.

Thinking back at all the adventures she'd ever had with the Doctor, he was amazing, he was a saviour...well he was her saviour her hero and guardian. She heard a cough turning to look into eyes that she knew so well but was afraid of hurting, she didn't want to see the same look on that face, he was the same person but in a way he was different. He was mortal, he would grow old along with her that was heart warming in itself but the hand still holding hers, warm and loving curled through her fingers like a well worn glove made her happier then ever before. She remembered the first time she had seen this new doctor after his regeneration. She wanted the old Doctor back then after his transformation and when he said he was the same person just a different face she grew to like him a little. She still missed the old Doctor who had become her good friend but skinny, brown haired brown eyed Doctor was even better and she had fallen head over heels for him too.

She looked into those beautiful orbs, Brown like the bark on an old oak tree. So full of wisdom and knowledge, there is pain there too, buried deep but still visible. She hadn't seen that in the eyes of the immortal doctor, maybe that's what he needs help with to find his peace. She hadn't said anything to him since they had left the beach, just held his hand in hers. She needed time to think, it's not that she didn't love him, she did, no doubt about it either. It was a lot of news to take in so fast after everything she had been through The Doctor getting 'exterminated' by the Dalek, she faced up to the fact that she may never see that face again. She prepared for the worst and when she saw him alive again Rose was happy. She felt as if someone was watching her, she knew who it was, the Doctor, he was staring at her with a worried expression on his face. Rose knew she was in for a rough ride and hoped he was ready.

…. He was watching her and it looked like she was deep in thought, he feared that she realised it was all a mistake that she didn't want to be with him, that she wouldn't love him as much as she had loved the immortal Doctor. He tried to calm those fears when she turned back to face him.. damn, she knew he was staring at her, He was imagining his hands in her hair his lips on hers, like they had kissed on the beach after the doctor had vanished in his TARDIS he had seen the pain on her face, her eyes pleading with him, he kissed away her fears in a loving embrace, and they had not stopped holding hands since then, except to get into the car, where he had given her a quick kiss on the cheek before jumping in the other side and grabbing her hand roughly, making her jump just slightly. She had looked down at their hands slowly, looking back into his eyes and with that smile she stole his breath away. The expression made him falter for a second the love that he saw there was overwhelming, he suddenly felt sorry for the other doctor, what he had missed out on, this beautiful women that seemed to have eyes only for him. She had cured him before of the anger he held towards himself and the Dalek's, after the great Time War that had killed his people, He was still angry because he had not died still angry he was alone but it was less, because of her and he knew without her he would be lost completely, he would be lonely.

….Rose Looked down at their joined hands she lifted her head to see the doctor watching her closely, she smiled but she saw that fear before he hid it away, she wanted to be with this man, Rose had to find a way to tell him that, half timelord half human it didn't matter, because she loved him with all her heart.

She shivered, reaching over with her free hand to cover her other arm, he caught her hand, brought it to his lips and kissed her knuckles one by one, seeing her shiver again, he unbuckled his seatbelt and scooted closer to her and buckling himself into the middle seat because of the worried look she gave him, The Doctor sitting right next to Rose where he belonged. And she was soon asleep her head resting on his shoulder.

They stopped at the service station, while Jackie went to fill up the car & get some food & drink, He woke wondering why but realising the car wasn't moving the lack of motion which had once lulled him to sleep had now woken him up, he hadn't realised he fallen asleep and offered to drive as he felt he should. Jackie looked at them in the back seat, Rose was sleeping peacefully on his shoulder still, while their hands were resting on each others thighs. Jackie said they would stop here for a while and get some sleep before they caught the plane back to the UK, the airport was only 1 hour away and the plane wasn't due to leave for another 5 hours, so plenty of time, he gave her a look of are you sure, Jackie understood the look and shook her head saying "it's ok, I can see you have you're hands full", giggling happily as she got out of the car.

He laughed, disturbing Rose who shot him a worried face, he squeezed her hand and she smiled back but she looked shocked when he let go, seeing her shock his hand went to her cheek were he stroked it, seeing her eyes close he slid his hand over her cheek and around her shoulder's, which was more comfortable, she lay her head on his chest. He had no idea where to put his hand her waist? shoulder or on the seat above her head? and she must of realised because she reached behind and waved her hand around a bit before she located his hand in mid air. Rose squeezed it and placed it on her waist just above her hip, he gulped Rose looking amused at this sound, she kissed him shyly and as she pulled away his other hand found her head and he pulled her in closer, kissing lightly at first and then demanding more. When they pulled apart they were both breathing heavily and she rested her head back on his chest he leaned down and kissed the crown of her head.

'I love you Rose' she felt it more then heard it, the words he had said on the beach, she looked up him again and smiled radiantly seeing him beaming back made her heart swell. 'I love you too' she said, this was certainly a day to remember maybe the best day of her life so far.....

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