Bella's Pov (Point of view)
Alice pulled me into her room.
"Bella take your dress off and put this on," she threw clothes at me.
"What, why?"
"Because if you don't Edward is going to rip the dress off you and I really don't want him to do that."
"This dress couldn't have cost that much."
"Bella that's not my point….I want to save the dress so you can have something to help you always remember this night. So please take it off."
"Fine," I said unzipping the dress.
"Oh and here," Alice threw some royal blue fabric at me. "Edward will love that even though he'd never admit it."
I looked at the material. It was a bra with matching underwear. The bra was lacey and had a lot of frilly crap on it and the underwear looked like it would barley cover my butt. I would have bet knowing Alice that she got it at Victoria Secret or somewhere like that.
I whined but didn't fight with her. Edward would love this, she was right of course. I also didn't argue because that would be more time spent away from Edward and that was the last thing I wanted. I changed into the lingerie and I had been right about it not covering my butt.
"Um…Alice when are you leaving?" I asked looking down at the floor blushing.
"As soon as I make sure the dress is safe, than I'm gone. Now get dressed, it isn't nice to keep Edward waiting like this."
I pulled on the dark blue button up shirt and put on the tan pants. "See look the dress is safe from Edwards grasp. Now can I go," I said pleading.
"Yes, yes….Just make sure Edward doesn't rip that bra…I don't want to by another one."
I nodded and rushed out the door and as soon as I opened the door, his cool lips pushed against mine. "Alice is long gone love. It's just you and me…forever." his words made me shiver. He picked me up and half ran to his room. Once inside I could see it was dimly lit by candles. There were rose petals spread all over the place. The golden sheets of the bed seamed to glow in the dim light of the candles. The whole sight was simply breathtaking. It had made my eyes moist just from the joy that was already starting to spill over.
I walked over too the bed and didn't know Edward was following me until he slowly pushed me down on the bed and I pulled him down on top of me. Neither of us was sure how this was going to work out, but deep down I had total faith in him. He kissed down my neck and I gasped for air.
"I love you," he mumbled against my collarbone.
"I love you to," I said breathless.
He lifted his head to look into my eyes. I could see him searching, searching for the answers I didn't have. We held each other's gaze for a brief second. Slowly He pushed his lips against mine and when he was sure, he was in control the kiss deepened.
I felt his cool tongue on my bottom lip begging for an entrance. Though I wanted to torture him, this offer was too great to deny. I instantly opened my mouth and though I tried to gain what little control I had, I failed. For even his tongue, muscles were greater than my one. Edward tasted unbelievably good. I was sure he thought the same about me because he almost refused to let me breath.
Though neither of us wanted me to pull away I did and I began to gasp for what little oxygen I could before his lips were back on mine.
"I can't do this," He mumbled pulling away a little
"Yes you can," I urged pulling him back to me.
For once, he didn't argue with me. Instead, he sighed and began to unbuttoned my shirt. I sometimes wished that I were more beautiful for Edward. Maybe if I was than I would feel like I deserved his love. I wish that I could be beautiful like Rosalie, hell being as pretty as Alice would be better than just plain old Bella.
Sensing what I was thinking Edward bent down and whispered in my ear. "You're much prettier then Rose and Alice combined."
That was hard to believe but for now, I just nodded and pretended that I was prettier than they both are.
Edward reached around me and tried to unhook my bra, but he couldn't and it was somewhat amusing at how annoyed he was getting. I would have bet he was on the verge of ripping it off.
"Edward this is my good bra and if you rip it Alice is going too pissed."
"Then she should have taken it away with the dress and let her be pissed at her own stupid actions."
Edward ripped the damned thing off and I watched as royal blue fabric fell on the side of the bed. I turned back to Edward and before I know what was happening He pushed his bare chest against me and our lips crashed into each other's. His skin felt like ice against my already too hot body. He was so cold that I almost screamed out in pain but stopped myself because if I showed any sign of getting hurt he would stop and right now that was the last thing I wanted.
I felt him tug at the top of my jeans but I wanted to prolong the moment so I kissed him again pulling his stone cold chest closer to me. The kiss lasted longer than I would have thought. Especially since Edward seamed so eager to get into–or me out of for that matter–my pants.
I allowed him to take my pants off, which sent my heart into frenzy. When he finally did get my pants off, he kissed down my neck.
Then I felt it and at first, I didn't even notice, but then I screamed and fell off the bed. When I hit the floor, I sat up and looked at Edward terrified.
"Edward….You bit me," I yelled though there was no point I could have whispered and he would have heard me just fine. I felt a surge of pain and I screamed again.
Edward was at my side in an instant. He cradled me in his arms as if I was a child. "I'm sorry," he repetitively whispered in my ear.
"I love you," was all I was able to mumble out before everything went black.