I was just recently inspired by something to write this fics. I hope you all enjoy it! -- I hopr you don't think it's too sucky. I know it doesn't make that much sense to you does it?

Alone

I am here in the darkness all alone. My companions have left me. I have been defeated but…. What do I have to worry about? I will just reincarnate again after 500 years. 500 years isn't a long time compared to what I've been through. I've always been alone, all alone, all by myself. Even when I was a child I've been alone, struggling to live in this human infested place. I chose to be alone. You cannot trust anyone. Everyone who comes along will simply leave you. There is no such thing as friendship to me. I have been alone. Though why? Why does it hurt? I have no regrets. I have nothing to miss. I have never known love. I have been alone, all alone, just myself.

Everyone fears me but why should they not? I have the power to change the weather, to control the elements of nature. I have surpassed this filth, this scum, this parasite of the world which you call humans. I am not human I am almost god. I want a perfect world where nature would be unharmed. These humans so cannot attain such a world. Only I am capable of doing that. Once I become shaman king I will eradicate the world of humans and shamans who do not deserve to be in this perfect world. Those who are unworthy must perish. Those shamans who are not strong enough do not have the right to see this perfect world, to help me create this world of perfection. This world where there is absolute balance between nature and us shaman who can communicate with it.

Humans are filthy, worthless, greedy beings! They do not care about what is happening around them as long as they can have happiness in money. They don't understand that everything they take comes from nature! Everything returns to nature! We must give back what we take from nature so that there may be balance! But these humans just take from nature! They destroy her beauty! They take her gifts for granted! They think that they can take as much as they want without a care.

But this makes me think about that little human who hung around with my brother Yoh. Will I truly have no regrets? Oh Yoh. You have been the only one who cared about me besides my mother didn't you? What's this? A tear why am I crying? There is nothing I should cry about. These tears won't stop flowing. Oh Yoh…

Yoh my brother. Why have the great spirits brought you into my life? I continuously float in space. I pass through the gates of hell only to complete the reincarnation technique. To reincarnate into a new body. Will you be there Yoh? Would you? Yoh… You have always surprised me. Was it because you continuously kept smiling without a care in the world? Maybe it's because you have companions, friends by your side. I cannot find it in me to trust ever again. I guess I am afraid to be… in pain. The feeling of being left alone by someone you deeply care about. The feeling of losing the one you hold most dear. Yoh I wish you would be here by my side. Oh mom I haven't mentioned you in a long time but I…I guess I do have regrets. I have never noticed the sadness that was in my heart.

Oh what I would not give for another chance to be with you mom and Yoh I miss you so much… But I am a prisoner within myself who can never be safe. I will be forever lost in the darkness of my heart.