What Happened To You

I supported you from the begging to the end, but now everything is different. What in the world happened Nao? I just don't know any more.

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Do you remember the promise we made when we were little? That we would be there for the other, no matter what life threw at us, and that we would keep each other updated on current events. I barely remember, you may not, but I on the other hand do. Just what happened?

What happened, you're not the same Naoto I supported for several years, and still try to support right now? I kept your secret. I did what I did for years. Are you the same Naoto Shirogane that you were years ago? I just have to ask? Do you remember about fourteen years ago? We made a promise, You, Me, and Bernadette. We made a promise that all three of us would become fifth generation Shiroganes. That we wouldn't let something as silly as love get in the way of our dream of being a great detective like our Grandfather, and our fathers…..But…I just don't know anymore.

….Just what happened to make you change so much? I knew that you were having trouble with the police, calling you a child, not taking you seriously, only being called upon because of your brain….. and once that purpose has been fulfilled you're tossed aside like an old toy that's no longer enjoyed by a small child and was traded in for a better model …...or as you would say…. "tossed back into the playpen", wanting to be needed, wanting a reason to stay, and being ashamed of your gender. I know how that feels. But now it's different for you? Like you're not bothered by any of this anymore? What happened Naoto? What happened?

….After not hearing from you for almost a month, I decided to take the inishitive and call you, since we took turns calling each other and It was your turn to call me. …..But….Just as soon…. as I was able to reach you. …..reach….you….you… You tell me you're busy and that you'll call me back! You act like you have a boyfriend now!

….A boyfriend!...Is that it Nao? … You…You…You fallen in love. I don't believe it, you ….who shredded countless love letters, …who believed that you couldn't love someone without first getting to know them, ….you….who didn't have time for love's follies. Are in love yourself! What is happing?

…..…..I….….…I….…

I Can't Take it Anymore!

NAOTO SHIROGANE!