BPOV

The pain was unbearable all I did was let my instincts take. Of course being Bella the klutz anyone could have predicted it, but even Alice couldn't predict the pain that came next. The last thing I heard was someone shouting the placentas detached and I didn't know much but I knew that that meant that my baby, my little nudger was dying inside me. "GET HIM OUT OF ME SAVE HIM" I managed to shout through the unbearable overwhelming pain.

It was at that very moment I felt my child move inside of me and the pain that I thought was at its peak increased ten-fold and caused me to scream out in agony. I hated screaming because I knew what it as doing to Edward I and hated causing him unnecessary pain.

At that point in time I felt more movement and another increase in the pain and heard my eternal love Edward and best friend Jacob saying something but I could not comprehend it, the pain was slowly devouring me and pulling into the very depths of the blackness that I felt slowly approaching.

Soon the pain was so intense that I couldn't breathe. Even I felt my heart beat slowly but surely growing weaker with every beat. This child inside me was sucking the life out of me but yet I still loved it, it was mine and I wouldn't have given it up for the whole world. I would be happy as long as I had him and Edward.

As I was thinking happy thoughts like my time at Isle Esme to unsuccessfully keep my mind off the pain I felt the biggest jolt of pain yet and then my little child -who was already stronger than me- trying to escape the small confines of my womb.

During this period of pain time dragged it could have been 1 minute or 1 hour I couldn't tell the difference when the pain slowly started to slightly ease and I could see and I caught a glimpse of the child that I had just given birth too. It was my little EJ Edward Jacob like I had dreamed of. Jacob was wrong he was not a monster he was like a little angel.

After a few short moments of semi-consciousness I started to slip back into the abyss and felt Edward and Jacob trying to keep me conscious. I felt Edward inject me with the morphine to help stop the pain of the venom and I heard Jacob "just bite her she's going! Can't you see? If you don't do it know you are going to lose her for GOOD and I won't let that happen to her I fought for her too hard to let her go so do it now" but I already knew it was too late I felt my heart failing and slowing almost completely. After what seemed like a lifetime but I could tell by the babble of voices that were slowly coming closer that it was only a few minutes. I sensed Edward coming closer and leaning forward to bite me and stop my suffering but as he did I felt my heart miss a beat then stop completely. He was too late. I felt my self free falling into the darkest depths of the inescapable all consuming abyss.