The Pain
[Prologue]
"Are you sure you're alright Kimiko? You've been muttering to yourself a lot lately.." my chara, Ayu said worried. And it was true. I was at the verge to literally blow up. I continued to mutter as I was stomping my way to school.
"I'm fine Ayu.." I gritted through my teeth.
"No you're not. You're just plain jealous." my other chara, Nagu, said with her arms crossed over her chest. I haltered a stop as an angry vein popped from my forehead.
"I am NOT jealous!" I shouted at my very mature chara.
"Yes you are. You're jealous that he's not hanging out with you as much as you both know. Admit it." she continued. I was literally about to scream my head off as I clutched my head with my hands.
"Ugh! Fine! I'm jealous! Happy now!" I said, as if I'm screaming to the world.
"Thank you and yes. I am now." Nagu smirked. I simply rolled my eyes as I started to continue my way to my high school. Nagu was the mature and sort of devilish type of chara. She's that want-to-be self of mine that wants to give people a piece of my own mind. Ayu, however, is the angelic side and almost motherly side. She cares about and worries over the smallest things. Overall in my opinion, she's utterly adorable. As I was now a little calmer, I continued to walk my way to school in peace, my charas not to far behind. Right when I turned a corner, just a few minutes away from the school gate, I saw him..with her.. My hands grew into fists, trying to hold in my anger. He was chuckling at her as she was blushing like mad.
Why would he want to hang out with someone like her? She's way too young for him! And plus, I've known him longer than she has! I screamed in my head.
"What's wrong Kimiko?" Ayu asked as she followed my gaze. She stayed silent after that. "It's that fucking Hinamori again.." I muttered.
"Just ignore them and hurry on to school.." Nagu exclaimed. I didn't argue this time and followed her demand. I walked through the school gates, hiding my face within my bangs.
"What's wrong with Kimiko-San?"
"Did something happen?"
People's continuous murmurs filled the air. I couldn't stand the murmuring anymore and sped walked toward the back of the school. I was huffing slightly once I reached the back.
"Kimiko, you're being very immature for letting this get to you.." Nagu said in a disappointing tone. I stayed silent, my eyes still covered with my bangs.
"Nagu.. I don't think it's nice to tell her in such a mean tone.." Ayu said to my other chara.
"But it's true. Listen, you should stop mopping around and hurry onto class. We'll think about this later tonight." she said and started to float her way to my first period. I still stood there, not moving a single muscle, not looking at anything or anyone but the ground.
"Kimiko.." Ayu said worridly. "..." "Kimiko? Is that you?" I heard from a distance. I scurried away, right before the person could see me. I turned a quick corner and listened for his foot steps to disappear.
"Come on Ayu.. Let's hurry up.." I chocked out and started walking toward my class. Little did I know that my little chara was watching my every move. Including the small tear that escaped my eye while I was walking to class. "Stupid Ikuto..." I muttered to myself.